My love for you

2010-04-15T18:20:00.002+08:00

ok finally updating my blog.
this year loads of stuff happens.
good or bad? depends on how u perceive things.

up to university stage but no university student feel
i dun even feel motivated to study at all
been playing throughout
BUT i was glad tat i passed my prelims
maybe counted most of it?
one not out yet

being like free these few months
coz my daddy been overseas most of the days
like i hardly see him around?
so like have all the time in the world to play?
but that's bad right?
i'm so bloody lazy nowadays
dun even feel like walking around at home?
but had fun when i'm out with frens
yup
went ofr tanny birthday party
had great fun
but keeps me thinking
should i even celebrate my birthday?
i'm going 21 n still no plans for future yet?
starting to believe tat future is an uncertain intangible thing
something tat people dunno yet can't feel for it
only panicking for it?
nah i shall not n let future behold n unveil itself!!
yup this is a post without pictures
coz i'm PLAIN LAZY
plus plus plus
insomnia for 4 nights in a row is no joke
trying hard to study but insomnia!
hope exams i can make it

anyway people wanna celebrate my birthday with me can start choosing dates n let me know
got 19may onwards till 23may :)

2010-01-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

It's a new year-->2010
It's the first day or rather the first hour of a new year
i SHALL blog!!!!

November n december was hectic months for me
i've been busy tying myself down with
1. school
2. work
3. dar
BUT! i did make effort to meet up with friends though
like dearest baobei serhui
we're meeting like almost every week
updating each other with our life
chit chatting

december the month of giving
n dar was giving in to me for the past one month
like totally
n i really felt the depth of his love for me
n yes i did felt sweet
before christmas he brought me to orchard
we took photos of christmas trees
n there was this huge christmas tree outside orchard
n inside of the tree were hanging crystals
VERY beautiful!!!!!
took a pic to admire it
but my phone can't upload to the comp :S
the cranky usb thingy again

Christmas eve
he brought me out walking around
watched avatar a nice nice show!
though we just had mos burger for dinner
but deep down inside i was truely happy

Christmas was spent at home accompanying papa n jiejie
we were watching Gong xin ji together
but i'm tired of following dramas
especially HAI PAI TIAN XIN and TAO HUA XIAO MEI
but they're nice shows though
watched shows the whole day
msging dar

the last two days of 2009:
30th dec
-went for class
-sat in the car TQ drove -->it was not bad for a new driver! :)
-had swensen's with serhui n TQ
-dar came to pick me up HEHE

31st dec
-met dar after his project
-walked around hougang mall
-dar accompany me to wait for them n he did sweet sweet things
it's the small little acts that dar does tat i really will feel touched
while waiting for sh n tq we went for some desserts
n he wanted chocolate snow ice while i wanted mango pomelo
but we wanted to share a serving
so since i'm fine with snow ice i said just order chocolate
n afterall went he took the dessert over
he actually ordered the mango pomelo instead of the snow ice
i'm happy n touched! HEHE
dar's really so cute at times
n he kept saying that my friends are gonna abduct me for the day again
even on the last day of 2009 i'll get kidnapped by them LOL!

-shopped velocity with serhui n TQ
-met yunlu for steamboat n jessie came thereafter
-had fun n laughter
-but felt guilty deep down inside for many reasons
-tried taking the circle line on the last day of 2009 (a big milestone!)
-sat n drank bubble tea. playing daidee, n chit chatting
-laughing a a NICE fart yunlu did
-happily left for home with dar chatting with me on the phone

lastly, at the last few minutes i concluded that 2009 was a rough year for me
but thanks to those people that made my 2009 happy
of coz these people are my family, dar, my uni classmates. n my beloved friends
n i can say this year i've tried many times to make things right for me
be it success or failure i accepted the results
thus i do not have any regrets for the year :)

LAst but not least my resolutions for 2010:
1. try my best to get an A for POA
2. try to pass ALL my subjects i definitely do not wan a repeat!
3. try to live the life that dar will not be with me coz of his NS i believe i can get through tat
4. get closer with my family i dun wan such a distant relationship with them
5. be more happy, not happiness given from anybody but purely happiness that comes out from within myself
6. make MORE friends!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! a new a a new start!

2009-11-25T22:08:00.004+08:00

ok i know its long since i've updated my blog.
so yeps finally i'm updating!
i'm too lazy!!
yups...
during october i went to clarke quay with dar
we sat on the steps looking at the river n looking at the sunset chatting
nice sunset n nice chat

of coz i can't resist but take the photo of dar!!

n opposite us was the dunno wat ride thingy
n somebody went to take n we just sat by watching
it's freaking high
so if i'm up there i think i might have fainted!

high up somemore!

had chats n stuff

in the past month oso went to wild wild wet with jie jon n dar
coz jie has the 1for1 ticket
n yeps my whitening project is back to square one

i GOT DARKER AGAIN!!!

omg... i wan fairer skin

but on the way home dar was too tired that he slept on my shoulder

n so i looked out of the windows n find myself memorized looking at the clouds

somehow i love to look at clouds

but its black clouds tat i saw that day
that made me think alot of the bad things tat happened to me
n yes i'm glad i'm over those things n they dun bother me anymore!

coming to november:

i went for threading for the first time of my life with jomaine

n den she came over with anna to my house

we had fun with my dearrest xian xian didn't see her for months

she still loves me n i know tat!! hehe

coz she was so happy seeing me
n she just happily lied in my arms on the floor
SO HAPPY!! but i miss her now!

next up!!!

me n dar's re-celebration of our anniversary

coz that time our anniversary didn't really celebrate due to time n money constraint

this time dar slept over the previous night

though something unhappy happened in the morning

but i guess its part n parcel of our relationship

at least now dar knows my limits??

den we headed to bugis

i saw the CHIPMUNKS poster!!

n of coz dar helped me take a photo

do u see my new boyfriend in the pic? the one standing beside me??

LOL seriously look like can!! but i still dunno. whoever is he?
just some poster i guess.

den we had our usual "special event" neoprint session

n both of us are so happy with the result for the neoprint

coz we love it alot alot alot!

can be seen down there:

friends said: looked so sweet n bliss! HEHE XD

realised this white toy in all the photos???
yes!!! its from dar
dar played this kiap toys de arcade machine thingy at iluma
n he managed to get the toy
n he didn't play it before!!
hehe so happy when i saw the toy drop into the hole for us to get it
i was jumping around the place la
so of course i took it with me in the neoprints as some form of memory
its so damn cute!!! HEHE XDXDXD

cute rite???

lastly 21 December me n dar went to marina square for some getaway from our busy lifestyle

we watched a christmas carol in 3D

it was first experience of 3D movies for both of us

n the movie was great!!!
it really feels like snow falling right in front of u
n most importantly:

the movie is good

these few days have been spending too much money
feeling a little guilty
shall be more frugal in the coming month!!!
things i bought this week:
-2masks
-1 doggie pouch
-1 romper
-1 F21 dress!!
n all these costs a bomb!!!
HEARTACHE!!!!! self control LI YING!!!
n today spent on movies again watched 2012 with dar

the movie's good! but the scary thing is:

i've dreamt the exact same thing that will happen to the world few years back

so i was in a rather big shock when i was watching it

so familiar....

met baobei serhui after the movie at vivo ate chatted shopped around

i guess everybody will have their attachment woes

but really seriously baobei!!! i love ur attachment!!!

HEHE

lastly things that i thought clearly n new realisations in my life:

-Happiness must be found by yourself n not reliant on others.

-I want a world tat was decided n control by myself n not a world tat others wans from me or made for me! (hint wat i saying is about some frens)

-I've found my own happiness n found a world tat i love to!

-I'm now reliant on myself to make the world tat i wanted!

glad for me?? my GOOD frens?

And BAOBEI serhui:

dun worry for me la. I'm a li ying that has been reborn after the bad times

I'll not be the weak li ying that i used to be

i'll fight for my own happiness!!!

n I wun let people that are out to make me upset get their way!

those people i'll show them tat the more they wanna make me feel upset the more i'll be happy

coz that only shows how pathetic they are as they will only be happy out of someone's misery??

sorry!! i'm not tat girl tat U all think can get me DOWN!

watever u all are thinking i dun care i dun bother!

watever u all keep on doing i dun care n i dun bother!

COZ it's seriously none of my business

MY CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR!

2009-10-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was our 2nd year anniversary!!
wow! it's been two years, 104weeks, 730days since we're together!!!
can't imagine it...
of coz dar came to pick me up at my house
n i happily dilly dallied until he msg say he's already waiting for quite some time
den i just replied wait la
n he still replied say today must mei mei
LOLx!! my cute dar dar
met him downstairs n took bus down to bugis
n he accompanied me to have my favourite Zam Zam!

the murtabak. opps! half eaten already

the chicken masala

after food we just randomly walked around

shopped haji lane
n next stop was iluma

saw this super cute hat n made dar to wear it
n he looks so cute in it!

at the arcade the two cartoon characters!

just nice these two are my favourite!!

n dar oso took a photo

n we shared a cup of yoghurt oreo ice cream

n me!!! made him wait outside while i slowly tidy myself up

walked n chatted alot

really had lots of fun until our horror came
tried soup spoon

n this is it

dar's pumpkin soup

my clam chowder

my ham n cheese sandwich

dar's mushroom sandwich

us on the way home

was very very happy for the day...

2years together liao

alot of things happened

happy, sad, jealousy, anger

all these is wat i think love is

glad that we went through all these hand in hand

message to dar:

dar no matter u're rich or poor

u are still u,

the one i love is still u.

u dun need to feel guilty when we can't celebrate well

i'm happy even if we just have food court or hawker centre

coz the most important one is the person eating with me right?

i dun need u to know how to drive or have a car

coz taking the public transport we can chat n hug while ur attention is on me

i dun need u to be good looking or watsoever

coz i'm not tat good looking either

n most importantly i dun wan n wish to see other girls ogling at u

n dun always apologize to me coz of ur flaws which i will be angry about

coz who doesn't have flaws

i'm not perfect either

as long as i can see n feel ur efforts in improving i'll be happy enough

plus i love u for who u are,

ur good ur bad

i'm happy enough to just be there with u as long as ur attention is on me

n all i ever wanted was just me n u to be happy

like yesterday just walking down the street hand in hand chatting was bliss for me

n lastly happy 2nd year

i love u alot alot!!

2009-10-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

today had my usual work
just tat today super no mood to go work
reasons being:
1. feeling unwell
2. very sleepy
but still dragged my lazy bum to work
during break called dar
n he was like "where are u"
me: "at work, now just break?"
dar: "just nice i meet u at long john silver"
den i'm totally shocked
wasl ike wat u doing here for?
he came den he gave me two sets of french toast
my favourite bread!!
he made one for jie too
went up to pass jie
n den walked around with him while eating
HEHE so touched.
sometimes it's the small little things tat makes me happy
i dun need you to be rich to get me material stuff
a small simple one i'll be satisfied

2009-10-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

today wakie very early
coz we're going escape to play today!!
jie's birthday month we've got a one for one ticket
max can buy 2 free 2
so of coz the two couples went together
everybody met on the bus
had ya kun at white sands
n we strolled to escape
luckily it didn't rain today!!
n luckily i brought my sun block with me
n YES!!! i didn't get tanned this time
first ride of the day: go kart
while queueing for our turn
us with the neat hair n stuff

second ride of the day:
pirate ship
jie n jon sat opposite us
n jon after a while wanted to puke
i can understand
lols...
but it was fun!!!

favourite game, all-time favourite was: wet n wild
it was fun seeing them getting wet
n fun hearing dar swearing when he got wet
but hey i'm the one sitting behind that got wetter than him!
second round of wet n wild dar sat behind
this time he got ultra wet
n of coz can hear him swearing
but the funniest thing of all is his leg hair!!!
can't explain but that was really funny!!!
took the superman ride to dry ourselves
went for haunted house
n this time i can see
coz the last few times can't see anything due to night blindness
should i be happy or sad?
happy coz my night blindness is improving?
or sad coz i really got scare like crazy inside
n the happy thing is: dar got scare not by the haunted house
but by me inside!
LOL that's really funny
i'm scary???!!!

n next sat the everytime super boring wheel thingy
but this time it was nice sitting inside
had our er ren shi jie
n taking photos inside!

den jie's so engrossed or rather addicted to go kart

we sat the doubles n singles once before leaving
the photo of the day--> us

yup we had fun
'n it can be seen on our faces!!
next up the doubles go kart

first time dar drove me
which scare me!!

so second time i drove him

n he said i was driving super safely
but jie drove the go kart
was super scary!!
even jon got scare by her
coz she dun bother left or right just chiong!!!
lol
n yep the last round of singles i was almost knocked by her but caused me to knock the side of the track

n yes it hurts!!

that crazy driver!!

omg really gonna pray hard she doesn't learn driving!!!

after escape me n dar had cupwalker n old chang kee while walking back to white sands

yummy!!!

n den home sweet home

all of us are tired out already, but fun n happy day! :)

2009-10-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

met dar at hougang after getting my phone a screen protector
that blur king is late again!!!
haiz
sat there n waited for him at the taxi stand
he treated me to my favourite japanese ramen at the food court... :)
den we headed to PS
went walking around coz there isn't any show for us to watch
playing at spotlight :)
it was fun
n at the section of cosplay
we saw these hats
thus we took one each

looks very retro lehz
den off we go to far east
had our newest addiction-->shilin's oyster meesua

n of coz he was enjoying it
n feeding me
tat moment felt so bliss
coz he fed me every single mouth n slowly waiting for me to slurp up all the meesua from the spoon :)

of coz we had our fun day
see our smiles

off we went home!!! HEHE

2009-10-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

today had work early in them orning
drag the sick body to work
luckily today can dun teach le :)
coz i lost my voice
after work
went back compass to eat lunch n then
BOUGHT MY SAMSUNG JET!!!
n luckily when i traded in my phone
the spoilt phone worked!!!!
so managed to deduct some money away
so i paid lesser
n even managed to buy a memory card
plus today that outlet having promo
jet today was not $348 anymore
it was $298
YAY!!!!!
saved 50 bucks lehz!
hehe
bought my phone walked around with dar
n den back to his home
sebas came thereafter
had pizza for dinner
dar n sebas sent me off :)
happy!!!
i got my phone!!!!!!!!

2009-10-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

finished my poa assignment today...
BUT the damn thing is the balance sheet can't balance
n after checking i still can't find any errors
coz all numbers are in both balance sheet n profit &loss already

after doing assignment went down to clarke quay to meet dar after his work
he was very happy to see me :)
coz i've been sick for long n couldn't meet him
finally today was feeling MUCH better XD
n of coz i brought my assignment
to get help from the accounting student --> DAR DAR
but he read thru n really can't find any errors!!
ewwww
so nvm hand in to teacher balance sheet that can't balance lo :(((((((((

had my favourite food from the food court at central
n of coz sat at the riverside view la
nice view there
n we decided where we should go for dinner on our 5th year anniversary
chatted of coz in my half-back voice
ya in that very man n sexy voice of mine :((((((
walked around
took a stroll beside the singapore river
watched the people taking the bungee jump thingy at clarke quay
was damn scary!!!
n told dar that i can't take tat :((((
next headed to my favourite japanese store at the basement
dar bought me my favourite expensive jelly!!!
HEHE
so touched!!
n i bought myself pasta sauces so tat i can make pasta for myself at home :D:D:D
headed home thereafter
had a happy n lovely night
dar is treating me nicer day after day
which made me love him more!! HEHE

that day both of us were talking abt monthly anni
was saying we could take some effort to celebrate some monthly anniversary once in a while
but he said nope
coz he wanted the yearly anni
WHY?
coz he said it would be of more importance in our hearts
n it would be a more special day to celebrate :D:D
n yup i agreed to that
HEHE XD
n YAY our 2nd year anni is coming real soon
hope dar dar likes my present for him

2009-10-06T21:37:00.005+08:00

*editted just in case it causes misunderstanding
after taking a long break from blogging
i decided to blog
was too lazy to blog though

for the past one whole month
was busy with school
work n accompanying dar
coz he's gonna work soon n will have lsser time together le :(

was busy with work twice a week
kel kel is now my colleague le
coz i recommended her to come over to teach too
she's doing great i guess

though i'm busy but will still find time for dar la

we had movies this week n stuff

but the sad thing was on mid-autumn festival it was raining

so we didn't get to 'play' fire

sadded!!!

school was now hectic for me

though my schedule is quite alright

but i'm busy nonetheless

tues:12 - 3

wed: 8.30-3

fri: 12-3

n yup i will try to find time to accompany dearest baobei serhui

n find time to meet kel kel

but the sadest thing is

i can't really meet kel kel coz either i'm working she's free

or she's working i'm free

or we need to go sch...

have not met her for few thousands years le :(

k i know its exageratting but its really been long since we last met

n i didn't meet serhui for very long too

ewww

now feel like i neglected so many people le :(

n yes i didn't see my beloved xian xian for 3 weeks already

tat was her n her soft toy

i put it on her back n she couldn't find it
so cute la

lastly

i'm now down with a horrible flu with sore throats n runny nose n fever

i will get well soon to take pics of my new hairstyle!!

n yup i'm having bangs now

n i will get well soon to go buy my new phone samsung jet!!!

hehe...

the phone has ALMOST the same functions as omnia 2 but got chinese language function.

n it perfectly omits those windows function tat i dun need in omnia2

GOOD GOOD satisfied

2009-09-16T13:03:00.002+08:00

these two days had been packing my house
clearing my clothes
clearing my study table
n clearing my bags
had the sense of accomplishment when i see things so neat
n dar was motivated by me to clear his room

BUT
when i reach his house yesterday
was totally shocked
coz he didn't clear his room la
lols
only chucked things here n there
thus helped him to clear his stuff
n now his room is a big contrast
half which is his side of the room super neat n clean
the other half was his bro's side was super really SUPER messy n dirty
even his mom see liao oso headache
lols!!!
cleared dar's clothes as well
n folded everything nicely for him
at the end of the day
both of us was totally tired out
headed home at night
TIRED TIRED TIRED

meeting dar today to watch movie!!!
yeah!!!

2009-09-09T12:37:00.004+08:00

went cycling with jie n friends
on the bus to east coast we were busy taking photos

actually kalai was trying to take me jo n her
but due to the fact that we can't aim properly
we can't really take a proper photo
n throughout the bus journey we were laughing loudly on the bus
a little paiseh lehz
when cycling there
the rest was cycling too slow
thus me n kalai cycled in front first
n the next thing we knew was the rest was out of sight
thus we stopped by the bedok jetty

uber windy n sunny there
enjoyed the breeze n we cycled back
then we spotted this sandcastle there

WOW! nice
n beside it was a real castle

den leona went missing coz we stopped by to play with a puppy
jie went to find leona while we went to find jomaine

coz while finding leona jomaine went missing too
next i found jomaine

n was calling jie

n kalai took snapshot!

lastly we found everybody n headed to the bedok jetty for photo taking

n we stopped by a food centre there for some ice kachang n strawberry cocktail thingy

tasted so nice

coz all of us were uber warm

ended the cycling at 5pm

went to wash up n headed off

our limbs were total numb-ness

n only me n jie had this type of sunburn

ewwww

on the bus we decided to head to chomp chomp for dinner

but leona wanted to go home
so left the four of us

walked in from yio chu kang

while walking n chatting

had alot of different food for the night

n after a sumptous meal

we headed home

tired beat!!

2009-09-08T13:00:00.001+08:00

had boring lessons today
after class was free
so i went to visit my beloved hubby--> xian xian

once she sees me she was so happy n hyper

played with her for hours

totally was cheered up

n wasn't bored at all

she's really an angel into my life!!

love her alot alot alot

i know she loves me too!!

hehe

will try to visit her more!!

2009-09-07T12:32:00.001+08:00

went out with dar to ps
walked around n went to catch a movie

as from wat he wanted we watched the final destination 4

n i was totally disgusted by the movie..

gross sia

intestines spurting out

blood

head bursting

EWWWWW

den we had a walk around ps

den dar sent me home

2009-08-29T00:35:00.001+08:00

met up with kalai, jo for jomaine's birthday celebration
jo is officially 21 already!
we met up at ion orchard
went to grab a bite
n played a prank on kalai that we forgot her birthday was a week later
n thereafter took out her present n gave it to her
she had a shock
some of her presents

a scarf
a winter jacket

n a lollipop soap
though picture not taken
but she loved it all
after our food we just took pictures

den we went to the toilet n take pics
alot of people were staring
they wanted to kill me :S

me a beloved kalai

den we headed to rubi
me n jo played with the pink sunglasses

looked so geeky!
den after meeting irvin we took pics with the colourful men outside ion

our new shared bf!

or is it a girl?
haiya wateva!

den all the girls took a man each!

thereafter jie left us n headed to meet jon n prepare the cake

so leaving three girls n one irvin
of coz irvin was left out

no la while he's on the phone we took pics

after walking around we met jo's best fren ->zhihui n headed to clarke quay to met the rest

den sat at the riverside while waiting for selina

of coz taking pics does not include the guys
no la they too shy to take liao
den when the reservation time arrives

we headed to pitstop
had our dinner n played games

this card game made us break a glass there

n kalai boxed me

lastly all of us
n yap we had fun!!
but irvin wasn't in the pic coz he left early

den we had a riverside walk to raffles mrt

me n kalai
too dark already but the night view was awesome!

den after the rest left
me n jie walked to esplanade to take a bus

lastly to end the happy day

a pic of me holding esplanade!

2009-08-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

went to visit my god son brendon
when we reached there he's asleep

suer cute n kept on touching him
thereafter he woke up for his meal

n he grabbed hold tightly of my finger

n i felt so touched
den after milk he looked at me

n of coz i played with him
see how happy is he?

after changing his diaper i hugged him!!

ok i know i looked gigantic!

me bren bren n mel!

i LOVE HIM!!!
bren bren faster grow older den godma can bring u for walks
n godma swear that she'll dote u loads
be healthy n grow up

2009-08-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

went ikea for the first time of my life with jie
had alot of fun playing there

NO PEEPING!! PERVERT!

a nice decorated place!!

jie's favourite decorated living room

nice spot for rest i'm tired!

n dar came to join us later

i made him wear the baby towel on his head

my cutie pie!!!

alot had happened in the month

glad we went through it

coz its better between us

thanks for those that gave me support for the month

n thanks for telling me to hold on

2009-07-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

have been neglecting my blog since dar's birthday
anyway i have been busy with working
though my job is like only evenings
but i get my beauty sleep in the day
anyway i started work at KUMON tuition centres already
been there for almost 2 weeks
some kids are really cute n funny
some are driving me crazy!!

the crazy ones are:
suddenly in the middle of the class asked me "teacher dance with me"
n she started to "i like to move it move it"
n its like i totally dunno wat to do

next
halfway teacher i wan to vomit
n i ran with her out to the toilet

EWWWW

but the funny one is:
a boy came n he can't concentrate so we were like
S u like JX rite so do ur work okie?
n S said "no i dun like JX i love her"
n when JX came n sat beside him
he turned to her n said "JX i love u", i'll wan to marry u!"
n i totally dunno how to react but laugh!
n his hands will slowly move over to hold her hand
DAMN FUNNY!!
kids nowadays are so exposed to all these...

other than tat rather fine with the work there.
but can anyone imagine
Li Ying the one tat hates kids is teaching small kids
literally SMALL like kindergarten kids
n WORSE!!
Li Ying is teaching ENGLISH!!
of all subjects english??
yeah i can't imagine it myself as well
but rather happy working there
but when thinking of work
i feel sian...
is that normal??

n other than tat i watched Harry Potter n the Half Blood Prince
the second day when it was out
the queue at the cinema there was crazy
dar was complaining
but well
coz i wanna watch he tolerated
n lucky us
the time slot we chose is like the theatre was empty
like totally!
so we managed to get good seats!!
but the movie sort of disappoints me
glad to know its not the last
hehe
the blur me keep thinking it was the last part
HEHE

N N N
all the gelare closed down already which made me so depressed
coz no more waffles for me on tuesdays
but i found one in the newly opened shopping centre
ORCHARD CENTRAL
but that shopping centre is like not fully opened yet
n i think i'll still prefer far east
coz the pricing there is cheaper

anyway guess i'll not be updating my blog tat often anymore
due to the fatigue from my work
by trying to handle those kids...

2009-07-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

today was dar's actual birthday
sent him a very nice birthday msg
n he said i maanged to tie him down!
hehe
he's mine forever... muah hahahaha
scheduled to met dar after his school
wanted to surprise him with a cake
but last minute he say he ending early
rushed out of house after preparing in ten minutes
went to my house downstairs the bakery buy two slices of cake
coz we sure can't finish one big one
n when i was abt to head over to meet him
i realised i forget to bring candles n lighter
so rushed back to get it
n off to meet him
he got down bus n i dragged him to the corner below the blocks
n took it out that surprised him
n he told me tat was the only gift he wanted from me this year
hehe
glad tat at least i managed to make his wish come true

see how happy he is with his cake

n the cakes tasted nice!

hehe

afterwards we went to eat KFC

as usual he will pluck out the meat for me

n yup the birthday boy ended up doing the tedious job for me

feel to honoured as he fed me with the chicken!

den went up his house so that he could sleep

the poor boy didn't really get to sleep the previous night coz of projects

woke him up after an hour

he went to use comp n my turn to sleep

muah hhahaha

woke up helped him with IB

den off i went home while he go downstairs to study

was happy for today coz dar dar was surprised!

2009-07-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

today started work at kumon
working at rivervale mall
only marking papers for the kids
but rather taxing to the eyes tohugh its a relaxing job
coz only need to sit there
had dinner break at 5plus for a few minutes
n kept on marking the papers
n unknowingly at night n can go home liao
time passes really fast there
overall quite fine with this job :)

2009-07-12T23:02:00.005+08:00

today met dar at bus stop
went out to celebrate dar's 22nd birthday
this year really used alot of effort for his gift
partially coz of guilt n another is coz i wan him to feel secure for our relationship
handmade him this book of coupons
got the idea from the BHG stack of coupons
n this is coupons tat cannot be used by public

n the other part of his present
a Pescado shirt, river island belt n our photos

n see how happy my dar is to get the presents
he just loved this photo
kept saying that he looked so shuai in it

my thick skinned dar dar
headed to orchard
went cineleisure but realised there's no movies for us to watch
most of those showing we've watched them
n others is tat i really got no interest in watching
so we settled at shokudo for a small tea break
while waiting for our food
we snapped photos again
my damn shuai dar dar

n later he started snapping me
n keep trying to make me laugh
n ya i tried to control the laughter

n afterwards he started bullying me
see my face

n later our green tea ice cream with waffles was served

waffles not as nice are gelare
but gelare closed down already :(

den our dunno wat thingy tat i dunno the name
but is not bad la
a little like ice kacang
but i like the mochi at the side
a little like tang yuan

n see dar dar's contented face when eating them?
coz they tastes not bad la

walked around

took neoprints again
headed to Vines-Seafood n steak restaurant for dinner

seriously loved the ambience n the vintage decor
next up..
the soup n garlic bread

my fruit punch

dar's fish n chips

my seafood platter

which is super big humongoeus serving
both of us ate till we wanna die
then the tea n apple crumble
which the apple crumble is seriously not nice

n us!

left novena
went to dar's house
den went home
n of coz scanning of our neoprints
shall share a little bit of it with u guys:

dar thinking of me

prince n his princess

overall enjoyed the whole day

practically both of us were like laughing or smiling the entire day

hope dar dar likes my planning for his birthday this year

though not actual day coz he has tests on the next day of his birthday

but hope dar dar really really is happy!

2009-07-11T22:46:00.001+08:00

Today met dar to accompany him to study
tried on the new type of style top that i bought at far east
how do i look? ok with this style?

met up at AMK
dar treated me to KFC for my brunch
headed to amk library to study
while he is studying i was reading this book about mystery crimes
rather not bad
but i didn't read finish
coz halfway was so sleepy that i dozed off
n woke up reading i-weekly
left library
back to dar's house for him to change
n we headed to novena to meet his frens
his frens celebrated his birthday
actually only eat dinner n chat together
ate at ni hon mura at revenue house
listened to all their ns stories
ewwww
so scary!!
so afraid when dar goes in
i guess i'll be worried like siao liao
left before his frens coz i have to go home
at the mrt station i snapped a photo of us

finally now my dar dar is willing to take photos!

hehe thanks to my training

reached home at 11plus

ate dinner again

washed up chatted with dar on the phone n slept

2009-07-10T22:47:00.001+08:00

went bugis today to shop again!
dropped by da yi's shop to wait for jie
den saw zoe tay
coz she came into the shop to buy stuff for her kids
met jie
ate with yiyi, met jomaine
off we went shopping
first stop BHG
jie wanted to buy bag
yet instead i bought one :{
but it's on sales anyway
i got a pink carlo rino bag!!
n it's super good material type
n jie n jomaine ate at V8 while i watched ponyo ponyo again there
n off we went to bugis street
today i got myself two tops
all different style from the past
i'm changing style again so tat will be different from people liao
jie got a dress
n jomaine tried the new high-waist style
she bought a lacey top tat i liked too n a high waist shorts
nie nice!
bought a jacket from IP zone for kalai
actually really liked the jacket
was thinking if without the cap i'll buy n found out tat the cap can be taken off
so i decided to buy
but jie wanted to buy it for kalai :{
rather sad la
but wat to do?
i can't do anything liao
haiz NVM i'll find one much nicer n better!
anyone has nice white biker jacket that is not so cool to recommend??
left bugis in the evening
reached kovan
saw yunlu there again
but she didn't see me la
bought printer ink n off back home!!
legs aching for walking too much these few days :{
total for GSS:
4bags, 5tops, 4bras, 1undies, birthday present n anniversary gift for dar!
not alot for myself more for dar
i'm very selfless too ok dar dar!

2009-07-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

today had a shopping spree with jie
went orchard
ate subway
bought 2bras n undies from young hearts
den bought pierre cardin set bra from wisma
coz all these wwere under sale too
n it looked damn intoxicating to me HEHE
got myself a really sweet tube
went novena
walked around
then showed jie the restaurant i wanna bring dar for his birthday
jie agreed with me that the ambience there was good
n home sweet home
tired :(
but satisfied with the beautiful underwears!!!
hehe
shan't buy for the full year ahead! XD

2009-07-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10am thinking that i need to take bus over
n baobei told me she's going to send jessie off despite the fact that she's terribly sick
so cabbed with her to airport
when i went to pick her up i saw her sick face
haiz
so ke lian
sayang-ed her a few times
met up with tq tanny charis n her bf at popeye
but me n serhui can't eat
coz i was having sore throat
ewww
den yunlu n val came
n tanny n charis bf drove us over to budget terminal to meet jessie
at sandwich there
took lots of photos

when jessie is abt to leave

we held on to her

n jessie left
yup teared a little when jess cried
i'm gonna miss her alot!!!
my beloved partner n sec school
den sent baobei home right to her doorstep
was so afraid that she'll faint
luckily she didn't :)
my powerful baobei!
n then went hougang point for some soupy food
met dar at YCK mrt
went to compasspoint
tried the fish balls, sausage there
walked around with dar
had fun
dar treat me to some waffles dip in chocolate thingy
which tasted so nice :)
n home sweet home

2009-07-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

met jonathan(UOB attachment fren) at AMK
headed to city hall
ate subway
chatted
went back to YCK to meet dar
went to PS ate secret recipe
watched ice age 3

a funny movie but dar dozed off at the beginning
went home

2009-07-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

went compasspoint with jie
we had lunch with jomaine
having the food at the food fair at cp
went to rivervale mall for interview
n yup me n jie got the job
a flexible n quite relaxing job
part-time
so tat means i can continue my job even when i start school :)
den back to cp to meet baobei serhui, tq n tanny
we do up the present for jessie
den meet jie bought my 2nd year anniversary present for dar first though the date is like 3months away?
i'm anxious!
hehe XD
n yup ate pie kia
n home sweet home after a hole in my pocket
but printed lots of photos XD

2009-07-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

dar n jon had a sleepover sat night
played mahjong throughout the night
n until 3 we cannot take it
had my bath
n watched igor movie with dar but i dozed off halfway in dar's arms

so we just conveniently shut the comp down n slept
woke up at 1plus
ate brunch-dar cooked noodles
den watched the haunting in connecticut movie

which scare the hell out of me
not really by the movie
but rather by dar
coz he suddenly sneezed when the movie like scary part gonna come out
den i just almost fainted due to the scare
n ya my tears came out :(
den played mahjong again coz of the wet weather
so we can't go out
ate dinner downstairs together
n off dar n jon went home

2009-07-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

woke up early today to go buy my contact lens solution with jie
we just went kovan to buy
ate pizza hut there
met yunlu coincidently there
n me n jie shared a few earrings
which each of them costs 12 bucks
ewww expensive!
but we really loved the ones we chose
hehe XD
den off we headed home to put the things
n jie left for work
dar came to pick me up
n we headed to ICA building to collect dar's replacement ic
went bugis to eat teadot!
yummy!!!!
den back home had dinner at house downstairs
dar slept here until midnight n he walked home

2009-07-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

dar came over today to accompany me
we just played our comp games till at night
n we headed downstairs to buy the ingredients needed for our dinner
den both of us cooked olio aglio pasta for dinner
our dinner specially made by both of us
our heart n soul in it!
it was a success after the 2nd try
phew!
but it was really nice :)
nicest pasta i've eaten
coz it's our hardwork!

look nice?

2009-07-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

went haw par villa with dar dar today
coz jie went n it's confirmed that haw par villa was re-opened again
met dar on the bus at 1pm n headed to harbourfront
ate superdogs for our brunch
which my fish n chips was good but dar's grilled fish burger was terrible :{
n then took bus down to haw par villa

upon reaching there
all my memories flooded back
how ah ma held on to my hand to snap a picture
mummy helping me wipe off my sweat
papa yelling at us to walk faster n stuff
coz the place look exactly the same as before
just that the last time i came i was 3-4 years old

first we headed to the ten courts of hell
learnt how the souls were being punished of their sins
ewwww
so scary!!!!
so never do anything wrong
even disrespectful n cursing will be punished
n the punishments are scary
can't take photos inside to share
but really really scary
backstabbers, liars, those who harm people for the well-being of themselves
creating rumours of others, all these have scary punishments
ewww :{
i tot everyone will be forgiven of their sins :{
but i think some of them are rather rightful punishments
so i kept telling dar u know ready ah
so dun do those things
outside there's a banner telling the history of the place.

so haw par villa is actually owned by the tiger balm creators
n they have this car

n then headed to the souvenier shop
n the shopkeeper was very friendly
make until both of us quite paiseh if we didn't purchase from them

so after looking around like tourists
i saw a small handbag that i liked
n dar just said
ü like ah, i buy for u lo!
ewww
so sweet!
n he really bought it for me :)
HEHE XD
n so off we went to continue our trip
nice place afterall

n dar managed to take a photo with his kind --> the monkeys!
muah hahahahaha

throughout the trip inside i was running all about
coz i was rather exicted to see those statues n environment
a place that it was so familiar
n a place with many nice memories :)
dar was just walking slowly behind following me
n making sure that the clumsy me will not trip n fall
especially on stairs

hehe XD my beloved sweetie!
n of coz he carried my new bought bag for me :)
ended our trip feeling very warm
the two sweating babies!
hehe
n off we went to vivo for my next round of shopping {YEAH!}
but we ended up only walking around
n i saw this 'flower tree' that i didn't see previously

was i that blur??
anyway liked it to be colourful so i randomly snapped a picture of it
n of coz snapped a picture of us

n the tickets to the ten courts of hell

ate pastamania
n we headed to serangoon central to pick up my graduation photos
then we bought beancurd home for my dessert tonight
my official graduation photos:

see how happy i was to graduate?

in two years will be graduation with the square hat!

lastly the studio photos

yays! graduated from poly!

2009-06-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

met up with sec sch frens for k box
which was really crazy n fun
but all of us were worn out after all the fun
after that met dar n jie n jon had dinner at food court
n of coz home sweet home

2009-06-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

just got back my bridging course results
glad tat i cleared it
n my favourite subject maths hit my expectations XD
i'm officially UOL student!

2009-06-27T23:10:00.004+08:00

Wednesday
this week papa went overseas on wed
n e afternon i started missing him already
haiz
waited for dar to come over with my brunch
waited till 4pm
finally he arrived with the pasta he cooked
HEHE XD
yummy
i'm blissed
n loved by many
hehe
that night he stayed over
had dinner with jie n jon at our house downstairs
ate zi char
n walked around
had supper
noodles cooked by dar
played dragonica
n watched midnight movie together
slept in his arms
wakie was looking at my cutie dar's sleeping face
hehe
sO CUTE!!
wakie had noodles tat i cooked
n drank our favourite drink --> bliss!
watched another movie
n dar accompanied me till jie come home from work n he went home

Friday
woke up late
went over to meet dar
n den went to meet his frens at vivo
walked around to find a present for both of his frens tat are having birthday party on sat
bought it n managed to buya tube from F21
didn't buy anything from mango
coz the sales items are all too matured for me
only saw one tube that i liked
but wells dun have my size
so... haiz
back to eat dinner at dar's house
he cooked my favourite pasta again!
he's doting on me too much now le
now i'm pampered by him
n afterwards
dar walked me home coz too late le
den jie was bathing so he accompanied me
but when jie came out we ended up playing monopoly
played two rounds
ate tom yam noodles
two rounds first round dar was trashed
second round jie was trashed
hehe
i'm safe
den dar left n went to sleep

Saturday
went to teach dar his ift
n he got it
HEHE i'm a GOOD teacher
den off to novena to pass his frens their birthday presents
n to AMK ate the famous western food
lovely!
n home
papa is finally home
nagged at him
chatted while eating
this week was very happy!
coz consecutively was pampered by dar dar!
HEHE
anyways will find time to meet up with my frens :)

2009-06-23T20:58:00.005+08:00

Saturday n sunday working!
Sunday after work met dar for a while
n den left to meet baobei serhui
it's her birthday
finally hitting the big 2 as well eh?
we met at city hall n headed to ritz carlton for international buffet dinner
nice ambience

the food's super good quality too
the lobster bisque

the sushi

the dunno wat caviar, smoked salmon n foie gras
damn yummy!

nice cold prawns

thanks jasmine for shelling the prawns for the two of us

the lobsters!

ate quite a few of them
ewww so sinful

the beef that does not have the beef taste n smell

the dessert

very tasty cakes

tiramisu

strawberry mousse

the icecreams!

n finally our receipt

each person $102
omg! so exp even though we only tasted around 50% of the food

n the very nice sashimi
this price is worth it la

quality food

quality ambience

quality customer service

lastly us in the toilet

satisfied us!
see how happy we were?

Monday went over to accompany dar

watched the hui ge's new year show xin fu wan sui

k la

the show is not bad

laughed alot

today rotted at home again

WATCHING BOYS over FLOWERS!

omg!!

i love all four of them!

2009-06-19T11:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to watch this movie with dar:

not bad la...
quite terrifying
few times dar got scare too!
hehe...
but most of the time i was hiding my face
coz the lao ah ma very scary
so revengeful
aiyo
but i still think Friday the 13th more scary lehz
but dar said this was more scary...
hmm?
anyway i'm in love with this drink

dar bought it during the cycling trip n we shared
yummy drink!
hehe

had our lunch at new york pizza at cathay before our movie
their cheese fries is nice!

looks very fattening ya?
had great fun yesterday!

hehe

i'm a blissed girl!

2009-06-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

went swimming with dar today
so tiring!!!
plus being an asthma n heart murmur patient
swimming is a very challenging task for me
had to stop so many times coz i can't breathe
omg!!
n poor dar have to swim slowly by my side to ensure that i'm fine
but EWWWW
i GOT sunburn!
i'm gonna have my whitening project again
get fairer!!
n dar dar only became red
n i guess he'll get fair again
it's so unfair!
anyway after swimming for some time i got out of the pool for a rest
plus i really can't breathe in the water
think coz of the water pressure ba
had to act though nothing's wrong so tat dar wun worry
anyway when i sat for some time on the steps
my breathing became normal again
such a relief
coz was rather scared when i totally can't breathe
PHEW~~~~
den ate some stuff n went to dar's house
slept with girl girl the sis n the mum
fell into a deep sleep due to the lack of sleep plus 2days of exercise
woke up played comp ate dinner
his mum cooked broccoli, fish, meat with MUSHROOMS and THAI TOM YAM!!
muah hahahaha
yummy yummy!
n dar sent me home
yawns
home sweet home!
gonna meet dar again for movies tml!

2009-06-16T00:38:00.018+08:00

wuah got too many things to blog le...

better clear all the photos

On Friday

Dar stayed over for the night n after waking, we went over to his place so that he can wash up

ate KFC n we left for bishan

at bishan took a long time trying on clothes

n YES! i got myself a pair of jeans

like finally!

hehe

walked around

bought many other things

my white nail polish n stuff

dar was complaining tat luckily he want a girl

hehe

while waiting for bus we took photos

n this hyper dar

can't stop moving!

see wat i meant?

afterwards went over to 2yi's place
had dinner there

the porridge she cooked was nice
but the topic tat night turns me off
i'm getting frustrated already
but i shan't dirty my blog with their stupid thinking

Saturday
was supposed to go Jurong Bid Park with jomaine dar n jie
coz jie got 2 tickets there for free n the others at $8
since it's cheap we shall go

but last minute dar had terrible headaches n couldn't make it
ewww wat a pity he missed out a lot fun!
took a really long bus jourey over
on the bus ride

we saw an accident taking place

3cars banged into each other at the junction
which caused the road to jam

but luckily we weren't affected

just tat hearing the loud bang was scary

n seeing the injured people climbing out of their cars

especially there's children in the cars!

OMG... felt scared

after that we reached Jurong Bird Park!!!

YESH!! very long never go liao

upon reaching there

we realised they were giving out lunch boxes to those with free tickets

coz jie donated blood n thus having this event

n the lunch box was not bad lehz!

tat's for one person

n we were given 2 lunch boxes
ate till we wan die!

finally three of us managed to gobble up the food
n off we went for Bird Park Trip!
first stop: THE CUTE LITTLE PENGUINS!

we just couldn't take our eyes off them
three of us keep going: "SO CUTE!!!"
LOLx
next we saw this really huge statue of the eagle
so we asked a tourist to help us take photo

n the flamingo was behind us
we were trying to squeeze the three of us n the flamingoes together into the picture

was it a success?

the beautiful orange flamingoes

beside the flamingoes were the birds

while chatting we spotted this really lao pok telephone booth

n we ended up playing with it
n people walking past were giving us weird faces

lols!

the children's playground

the lovely swan

they're so graceful

all of us agreed they were the most beautiful birds in the bird park

the ducks accompanying the swans

we were trying to catch the swan n us in the picture

but failed

so again!

n we gave up so two of us took the picture

beautiful graceful swan!

next a whole ísland' of pelicans

den the parrot empire

green parrots

grey n pink ones

pink parrots's butt! LOL

the grey parrot with a red butt

pink parrot

yellow one

n these parrots know how to do that whistle
the whistle tat boy always use on girls
so CHEEKY!
lols
they're so smart!

then the whole bunch of black n white swans n ducks

while walking there's this african thingy

thus went to take pictures

hilarious?
the human-made waterfall

the air was rather cool there
plus the cloudy skies
that day's temperature was great!

while walking out...

meet my new lover behind me?
lols!!
NONO i dun like blacks
n at the entrance of this african thingy

walk n walk finally we get to rest in front of a big tank
our reflection

then the pelican looking for food

then the emu
they're dinosaurs!

n some birds

forget the name liao

den we spotted this large cage n went to take a look

the banner on it writes:
World's Most Dangerous Creature--Homo Sapiens!

so we played with it

den me:

look scary?

then they told me to act like a cat
cat woman?

nono i'm not tat sexy!

facial expressions a little like la hor?
so was the act a success?
n jomaine!

you're supposed to act scary!
not world peace!

me acting like a real homo sapien?

or a gorilla
haha dunno!

then we saw the owl place--world of darkness

outside the area there's this shop
selling weird stuff

so we enjoyed playing with the things inside

bloodshot eyeballs!

jie became a peeping tom?
oh no my EYEBALLS DROPPED OUT!!

save me!!

the pumpkin

i'm a witch with my couldron!

muah hahaha
i wanna cook u!

n wat's tat expression for?

tat's my couldron!

whoo~who are those scary creatures?

me with the devilish mask

OMG a bloody moving hand!

the witch's wand

magic ball please tell me my fate

i see something!!

do i look like a fortune teller?

jie trying to kill jomaine
why there no feel of fear here?

omg! i'm gonna get killed

haiz... world peace!

n lastly before ending our trip
back to look at the cute penguins n take the photo

after the trip all of us were very tired!!
had ding tai feng's xiao long bao for early dinner
n we went home
so shacked!

Sunday

met dar n we went to orchard to shop
on the bus

had a great shopping day tat day!

thanks dar!

Monday
stayed at home to start on my really big project!
n watched my boys over flowers
finally watched finished my bai quan nu wang!

nice show!

Tuesday

dar n me went cycling at pasir ris

n ya

i think my stamina is getting from bad to worse

haiz

but nonetheless

we had fun!

tml will be going for a swim with dar as well

just hope i dun get tanned!

2009-06-11T15:29:00.004+08:00

ok after a long hiatus from blogging i shall BLOG!

throughout this exam time other than studying there's something to be excited about
n yes i'm officially a godmother on 30th MAY 2009
my beloved Melanie lo shi gave birth to a baby boy
my beloved GODSON!!
Named: Brendon
and is darn cute
with lots of hair when he's born
n has a very huge appetite
but very small when he's born
at 3+kg
some preview of my beloved godson!

n he is always sleeping

haiz!!!

finally opened he's eyes to look at me

n back to sleep again

now woke up for milk

crying for milk

n we took a video of him crying

heard his loud clear voice?
he is so damn cute

i'll love him alot

i swear~~

n other than tat...

during the past week i still had night classes
n afteer my night class

went over to dar's house

n dar cooked my favourite spaghetti for me at night

hehe

the spaghetti tasted so darn nice!!
gonna psycho dar to cook it for me often
hehe! XD

n while studying

i managed to find time to pick my beloved xian xian hubby up

she's oso very cute rite?
love her to the max
finally managed to see her after so so so long
like 3+months already :)
she is still so lovable as ever!

next had my exams maths n econs for consecutively two days --> mon n tue
n on tues 9June 12pm onwards

i'm free!!!!!!! for few months
n yes i'm starting to look for jobs le
some parttime jobs
n due to the high pay telemarketing jobs offer
i did try to apply those too though i seriously hate those phone jobs!
anyways

on tuesday rite after my paper headed down to orchard to collect my top from gracie!

had a long long chat with her
i think like 1+hours
chatted about sch
chatted about life
at least she's one of the true frens in poly tat is NOT two-headed snakes, fakos or backstabbers
at least wat i hear from her i'm very sure is to be the truth

n i cleared the "knot" in my heart

at least i know tat i didn't do anything wrong

my conscience is clear

next met up with jie n jon

we headed to malaysia to shop for the day

went in ate many favourite food

shopped a little

but NOT ENOUGH time to shop

only got dar's contact lens for him half year's supply at 42sing dollars

n two shorts for home

coz my shorts i wear at home spoil le :(

n i got myself a sweet handbag

jie n jon didn't really buy anything other than food

haiz! wasted!

back home n slept-->i'm too tired coz of studying late into the night

Wednesday

went over to da yi's shop to help out

n chat with her

den we went over to meet dar

dar n da yi saw each other

den we ate dinner at fish & co together

n left for home

dropped by dar's house to collect my newly arrived dress!!

omg it's nice!!!

den home sweet home

but coz it's 3sen's birthday

we went out with my uncle n aunt to eat supper at kovan

eat again

i'm gonna become a fat pig

n of coz

my beloved xian xian hubby went with us!

hehe

n 3sen bought us beancurd to bring home for dessert

n then they drove us home

Thursday

actually wanted to go shopping with jie at orcahrd

but due to a worrying phone call

we cancelled our trip n ended up looking n applying for jobs

n later gonna meet dar happy!

2009-05-31T15:47:00.003+08:00

i got the photos for wednesday already
thanks to charis the photographer
the place we went to: pan pacific orchard: 10@ claymore

a quite nice place eh?
the food
i love the salmon n squid!

our cohoclate fondue dessert
i dunno why just love the puff!
but the rest doesn't like it

the salad

n the cakes
which wasn't very good.

but the apple crumble was nice!

jiessie baobei n me at the fondue counter

us camwhoring in the toilet

with funny poses

the five of us had fun that day :)

2009-05-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for quite some time
i will be damn busy with exams revision
so wun be blogging soon
during my birthday took neoprints with dar
n finally i got the time to scan into comp
n as forbidden from dar to upload all
but all the photos are damn nice n sweet
a preview of our neoprits
anybody wan see can ask from me
MUAH HAHAHA
the princess met her prince
that carried her up on the white horse

n they finally lived happily ever after

hehe

nice neos

i will love them like crazy!!!

wednesday

met sec sch girls for lunch

this blur baobei make the location wrongly

we went to Pan Pacific at marina

n actually its pan pacific at orchard

but baobei paid for cab fare down to orchard

n we still couldn't find the place n was abt to walk to wrong direction until charis the saviour found it

it was quite ulu place

but the ambience was quite nice

food wise less variety but nice!

i love the salmon n the squid!!

n of coz there's a chocolate fondue there

n we loved it!

i can't get the photos for the time being

when i get them i will upload

HEHE XD

had fun that day

bought new blink blink sandals

finally found one that is not too blink, nice n not lao kok kok one!

hehe!

thursday stayed at home

but actually got night lesson

but i see wrong dates

so i missed the class :(

friday met aishah for early dinner at school

had carbonara pasta

went for class

back home

tired

today went breakfast with jie n jon at hougang green

yummy

my favourite curry rice n beancurd

hehe

den went to dar's house

studied

dinner n back home

tml studying day again!

2009-05-26T23:43:00.011+08:00

massive photo post update for these few days!
met kel before birthday to shop for both of us de presents
she bought 2 dresses for me
the first two

n the rest was bought for myself
below is jie's present for me this year:

my new wedges:

a hairband that i bought for myself

n on my actual birthday

on the bus ride

dar's present for me

me with the present

n the present is:

dar is playing with my hair on the bus

we went watching movie

watched angels n demons
while waiting for the movie to commence

dar was playing ds

n of coz i was busy taking photos
after the show both of us agreed that the show is nice!!!
next we went to eat billy bombers for dinner

while waiting for the food to be served

our root beer

dar's burger

my seafood skillet

my other gift
a cd with a touching video

special thanks to those that wished me.

thanks for the wishes

hehe

this year dar sent me 20 birthday wishes msg for my 20th birthday

jonjon sent me the first

got a birthday call from kel tat scared me

n thanks to:

1. jiejie

2. baobei serhui

3. Da Yi

4. Lao niang senior

5. QiQi

6. SK

7. Jessie

8. Jiaen

9. Jomaine

10. last but not least aishah

n of course those above

thanks!

next day

my graduation

on the car

da yi n jie celebrated my birthday for me

we went to eat pasta waruku
jie's soup scallop n mushroom soup pasta

our mushroom appetizer

da yi's mango cake

my prawn n mushroom pasta

me!

me n jie

at graduation

met kel first before going into the auditorium
when we just got dressed

me n devi in the queue

at the graduation

at the graduation me devi n eunice

at the staff lounge during the reception

me n jie

me n kel
muackie!! i love her!!

n again

jie stole my robe!!! n she has already graduated
lols

me the official graduation photo

yeah i've graduated!!!!

me n jie again

the point where i went up to stage

there was no feeling

i just wanted all end all these fast

in poly to me was a bad experience

other than those real frens n getting my diploma

like nothing much

when i got down the stage was a relief to me

finally all these crap ended

i've seen to much, heard too much that i wan to totally ignore them already

n yes i have did tat

den went shopping with jie

n met dar

he brought me to meet his frens

we had icecream

Today

went meet dar
watched night at the musuem 2

laughed like crazy

NICE SHOW!!!

n off i went to school

meeting sec sch frens tml

hopes nothing goes wrong ba!

2009-05-23T23:44:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! i'm gonna hit the big 2 in a few minutes!!!
faintz
anyway these two days accompanied dar to study his IFT or rather
most of the time i was sleeping
i'm a pig
n i love dar's maggi noodles
somehow it tasted so so much nicer than the ones i cooked
anyway hitting the big 2
argh!!!!!!
no more 1s anymore!!!

2009-05-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

Tuesday's photos uploaded
met kel n the photos of gloria jean's cafe food
our chocolate truffle
which wasn't nice

kel's berry fruit dunno wat
but tasted nice

my iced chocolate
which was soso only

Thursday
met kel at orchard mrt
this late queen
she is late again despite me calling her twice
OMG
this time new record of 1hour 45min
haiz!
sat there listening to songs while waiting
addicted to BY2-不夠成熟
she came treated me to lunch
n we went shopping
she finally found a pair of sandals tat she liked
n so that's her birthday present
n i got a pair of wedges
hehe!
super comfy type
den i went around trying on dresses
in total tried on at least 7
n i got so tired of changing in n out of my outfit
haiz
but after all i got 2 new dresses from her for my birthday!!
yeah!!
den of we went for our usual dessert treat
she treated me to bakerzin

the super fabulous dark chocolate cake
omg!!
love it like crazy sia
both of us agreed it was nice
n finally i found someone that loves dark chocolate like me!
hehe XD
den off we went to compass
she managed to find back her pouch that she always use
coz hers gonna spoil le
n i got myself a new hairband
wells tat's for my birthday gift for myself this year??
i guess
i shall be more budget
den i kel left n i went to buy the black n white checkered tube
coz wednesday i saw it n was in love with it
it's damn nice
while walking over i was praying really hard that the tube is still there coz only left one last piece
when i went over
immediately i saw it n bought it
anyway it's not really i buy
jie's gonna pay for it
as my birthday gift
hehe
at least i get to choose wat i wan!!
XD coz jie's too busy with her exams
today is her last paper
n mine is gonna start real soon :(
n off i went to dar's place
n that blur king
his phone went out of batt
so i called like crazy trying to fix how to meet him
but wells
of coz useless la :(
so i just conveniently went over to his house bus stop to wait till he ends school
called his house to ensure that he not yet go home
den waited
from sunny
became raining cats n dogs!
n finally i spotted him slowly getting down the bus
n he didn't see me :(
went over to pull him
den he got a shock when he saw me
LOL!!!
at least i managed to scare him!
HEHE
walked around hougang point den up his house to collect my parcel tat i bought online
n i spotted something!!!
a guess plastic bag
so baobei u guessed correctly
he bought me a guess wallet
but he insist on me seeing it n getting it only on my birthday :(
but happy enough
hehe XD
feel so loved!

Today
went over to far east plaza first thing in the morning
coz the dress shop gave me the wrong dress
went over to change it
n then went over to dar's house to teach him IFT
yes International Finance n Treasury
sucks to the core!!!
but i made him wakie by forcing him to come down to accompany me buy sweets
hehe
so i dun need to wake him like crazy later on
smart me!
bought le went up n of coz studies start n i slept a while at his house
left at 8plus
halfway received a call from aishah that there's actually class
but she forgot to tell me :S
wells anyway i rush over oso too late le
so nvm ba

2009-05-21T22:22:00.003+08:00

i shall blog about these few days another day
when i get my pictures arranged properly
i'm super in the shopping mood nowadays
within this week
i got 4 new dresses, one tube top, 1pair of wedges, a hairband n more coming up
plus birthday is coming soon!

anyway was out today n for the whole day was listening to this song

不够成熟 - BY2

The song lyrics are:
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

the words in italiacs really reflects me
my stubborn n determined character helps me through alot alot!!
however i feel hurt more easily
those hurt that people inflicted on me
i'll get over easily
coz no matter how others try to hurt me i'll get better n get stronger
so those who is out to hurt me
come on i'm not scared!

2009-05-20T20:54:00.003+08:00

Tuesday
met kel in school
this time se wasn't late
coz i auto-deduct half an hour from our meeting time
hehe XD
den went to school to accompany her to collect the graduation robe
but both of us didn't notice the dates
tat cannot collect le
so she have to go back to school to collect on 23rd may
so we went to eat
of coz our usual all-time favourites
honeydew fruit juice
fish mee sua
chicken omelette
gloria jean's cafe
den she left while i went to meet dar
walked with dar to AMK
walked around
ate n off dar accompanied me to school
he accompanied me thru lesson
n as well as on the bus journey home
was super happy
coz dar was by my side
during the time oso complaining to him abt some stuff
n ya i got to know some ba gua news
lols
n as the usual i'm nice
coz he accompanied me for lesson today
i sent dar home
n den i went home
hehe XD
today is mummy's death anniversary
it marks the 18th year she left me alone to face my unknown future
but i wan to thank her to giving birth to me
enduring the pain of cutting up her tummy to get me out
coz without her enduring it i wun meet dar
n i wun learn so many things in life
n i wun get to feel how dar loves me, how papa n jie loves me n of coz i wun get to know my beloved friends out there. u know who u are tat i love so much
so ya... love ME MORE!!!

Wednesday
wasn't supposed to go out
but morning my baobei serhui msg me to eat lunch
met at hougang mall
den ate the japanese food at the food court
chatted alot
went to compasspoint
n yar i bought a dress again!!
ewww
n tml i shall go buy that super duper nice tube top that i saw
lols
den off we went home
tml maybe we'll met up again
today felt tat sense of helplessness again
some things cannot be changed
so things cannot be controlled by me
so i have no choice but accept the fact
n yes i've accepted n let everything go
wat abt u?

2009-05-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

Saturday
met dar after school on the MRT train
went to orchard
ate my favourite pastamania
shopped around
first time dar accompanied me to shop for my clothes n stuff with such a good mood
plus he even carried my bag n my shopping items for me!
hehe so nice
walked all around orchard
n walked to ps
ate gelare cakes
not bad
but i think dar's brownie was nicer
n as usual he gave me most of his brownie n i ate my cake
i'm gonna become a fat pig coz of dar
haiz
but i still like eating la
hehe
den went over to dar's house to pick up my graduation robe
n back home

Sunday
woke up really early
went over to dar's house
make him wakie
n when he went out to the living room
i occupied his bed n sleep
MUAH AHAHAHA
slept for awhile
woke up ate brunch n played restaurant city
den went to hougang mall
afterall decided not to change the size of the cotton on shorts i bought
den bought my nutritea
went over to amk to buy food for jie
n dar left to meet sebas
the food was damn heavy
hands ache when i reached home
ate n chatted with jie
slept at 1am

Today
woke up at 1.20pm
finally i get my sleep since the exhibition
plus the good rainy weather is making me sleep more
HEHE!
i love to sleep!
today cut magazines
online
i've not started studying yet!!
omg
bridging course exams are like less than a month away!!
i'm a lazy bum!

2009-05-16T00:02:00.005+08:00

FINALLY my TFWA job exhibition ended
ended with a happy mood
managed to eat many types of chocolates from KC chocolatier
omg!!!
is damn nice
n i get to take them home
the ang mohs are really generous
gave me many boxes
n of coz i shared them with my colleagues
so only left two small packets for myself
met the other ang moh that i always scnan his card for him
offered him a piece of chocolate
n then he asked me wat's my faourite colour
i said pink n white
he immediately took out a box of perfume
pink one of coz n gave it to me
n he said he invented the pink one
he's the CEO of the company n his other partners invented the other colours
OMG!!
i'm like thank u
den he said i'm the only singaporean that gets it coz the exhibtion is only for foreigners
N the store is not in isngapore yet
OMG!!
damn honoured sia
plus the perfume was the big bottle n comes with a pouch n a really sweet key chain
n he said the pink one suits me more

i sen him to the entrance of suntec directing him back to his hotel
n he squatted down to take the company's chain for me

den he said hope to see me again for the event next year coz of ur good service attitude!
didn't expcted him to say tat
was quite happy
at least my hardwork paid off coz of the compliment of coz
n a reporter gave me this chocolate calculator

wrapd nicely like a chocolate
but it's a calculator
with very strong chocolate smell

though action city sells this kind of thing
but not something that has chocolate smell
not bad

a unique find!

ending me work

my pass had to be returned

last view of my passcard

n lastly me n my partner

the understanding qing yuan!
he helped me alot

plus we chatted alot too

last view of us attending to the gate

BYE BYE to TFWA exhibition

n off i left to school
was late by few minutes as usual

had maths class

better than econs

n thanks to the exhibition

i managed to understand my ang moh teacher's slangs

n during the break the teacher started playing games

evidence below:

we're having a young at heart teacher...

lols...

TODAy-friday

woke up early

we school to collect graduation robe

ate koufu's yong tau foo

went to dar's house to put my robe there

went to school

slept on the bus on the way there

had econs class

freeze in class

had 2 lotus paste pau for break

ended class

took bus home

n of coz ate dinner

hope to sleep soon

coz tml having morning classes!

2009-05-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

it's been days since i touched the comp
shall blog abt these few days

Monday
was supposed to work for the exhibition
but i couldn't wake up or even can't hear the alarm
so wells
didn't go for work
instead accompanied jie to go buy some stuff
n i get to eat my pasta mania
hehe!
back home
dar came over to watch handsome suit with me
the super lame show
thereafter left home dar went home
while me n jie went over to meet our aunties

2 yi ma's husband drove us to the restaurant in havelock road
it was holiday inn atrium, melting pots restaurant
as usual
i got so sick of e jiong's driving
reached there didn't eat much
coz they changed their chef n everything was mutton n beef
i can't bear to eat them
so i ate fish mostly
n of coz lots n lots of deserts
first up
jie's very own icecream

next my cakes n brownies

the brownies were fabulous
they're dark chocolate
plus wun feel fat or 'ni' after eating
so i took more servings
my very own brownies n ice cream

was damn nice
after food
took e jiong's car back
gave e ma a hug before going home

Tuesday n wednesday (today)
wakie early for work
reached early
familiarized myself with the environment n work starts
i'm doing scanning of badges for exhibition halls
people without badges are not allowed
n so this scanner has been/going to be with me for three days

too bored with it n my legs hurts due to long hours of standing in HEELS!
went toilet to take pic
me in my uniform

n seriously i look like some air stewardess
lols

but i sort of liked the uniform
hehe
quite feminine

next up the gates that i have to 'guard' for 3 days

n due to the boredom
the three girls guarding the doors become good frens
me n xueli

slacking in the toilet = taking pic
again

n us chatting while zijing took a pic of us

n again

next up the three of us
me xueli n zijing

n lastly back to me

n i'm seriously tired

after tuesday's work rushed to school for econs class
managed to listen thru n did not sleep
HEHE :D
n dar came to pick me up after school
went to his house for dinner
slept for 10min
n he sent me back home

wednesday
dar came over to pick me up after work
n shun bian see wat was my job scope

he waitied for me for a few hours again

hehe very grateful

n happy!!! XDXDXD

went over to his house for dinner

slept for few minuts

n home again

dar i promise u NO MORE EXIHIBITION work

n my frens will be witness of this promise

n this post will be evidence

2009-05-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

Friday
met dar before school
den he sent me to school
halfway he got down to meet his fren
ended school
reached home rather early

Saturday
papa left singapore early in the morning
woke up at 7plus
coz got work
had to skip class for the sake of the work
hopefully the next few days the exhibition job will not delay ba
started the so called training
but due to some reasons
we ended up packing goodie bags n stuff
doing those labour work
but was rather fun
coz we were joking n stuff
people i'm working with a nice helpful people
which that point i'm rather glad about
end of work
was totally tired out
dar dar came to fetch me
felt so sweet
we went to bugis to collect my apple strudel that dar bought for me
went to AMK to meet kel kel
ate dinner there
n he brought me home
or we went home together
dar met jon
chatted
played game that dar borrowed from sebas
rather like the game
coz need to keep using the brains
den we went on to play monopoly
n jie lose like crazy
den we bathed
n dar hugged me to sleep
HEHE XD
but after all the whole night never really sleep
but enjoyed the whole body massage that dar gave me
n enjoyed the hugs
n the long chat throughout the night

Sunday
woke up like 12plus
kept on holding on to dar dar
both of us rather good mood ba
HEHE XD
jie came to wakie us
brushed teeth together
went down to eat breakfast with jie jon n dar
finished breakfast came up dar dar waited for me to bathe n make up
off we went to his house to celebrate mother's day with his mom
but his mom n his sis n girl girl went out already
so we drop by AMK to catch a movie

the movie was so-so only
but happy enough coz dar dar we with me
watching movies is already enough le
heheXD
of coz we took pics

the shy one as usual
makes funny faces

n finally he guai guai let me take photo

hehe both of us the eyes all got eye bags

after movie went back to dar's house with a mother's day cake

chocolate truffle!!

quite nice la

just that a little too sweet

den we had steamboat

n afterwards dar sent me home

chatted a little n dar left for home

spent 30 hours together in total

but both of us felt that it wasn't enough

but wells

not seeing each other a while will make the next meeting happier

coz we get to see each other :)

2009-05-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

okie
i'm back from the tiring tiring sickening ECONs lesson
yawns
met aishah n kim for early dinner before class
during class was damn sleepy
break time ate snacks again
n back to lesson
tot today will end early
but but BUT
he started on another new topic
n to be continued tomorrow
n it's like i n aishah missed the bus
everytime econs lesson all missing our buses de
SOBS!
met jie on the bus
n jie told me stuff
YESH!!!
finally jie jie ended her 21.5years of lao gu po life
JIE JIE IS ATTACHED!!!!!
MUAH HAHAHAHAHA
today onwards i can laugh at her liaoz
but jon was really sweet in proposing la
but when hearing their story
i can't help but miss dar more n more
i didn't get to see him today :(
rather sad though
but we have our classes
so can't be helped
shall faster go sleep n meet my beloved one n only dar dar earlier tml!

2009-05-07T15:05:00.002+08:00

Wednesday

meet dar after schol at hougang point for lunch

den we took bus down to ICA building for dar dar to make a replacement of his IC

waited for quite long

after making his IC went to AMK

ate gogo sausage prata

n mos burger
tried their corn soup

wasn't nice lo

who was the person who told me it's nice??

watched movie after that

watched Horsemen

the movie was rather gruesome

bloody scenes n stuff

went to dar's house to eat late dinner
n off home

reached home at 11pm
washd clothes

online

slept at 4am

partially coz of the heavy rain at 2am

due to the thunder, didn't dare to go sleep

Today

woke up by an sms from serhui

online

found this movie in my comp

watched the movie

the movie was fine la

not as bad as the others told me

but rather boring n stuff

storyline was ok

yawns

i'm tired!!

but can't sleep

needa go to sch for night lessons again

HAIZZZZZ

2009-05-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

as dar dar read the previous post today
he said more touching stuff
eww dar i'm so touched
my purpose in my life is to make u happy too!! hehe XD

2009-05-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Monday
went for my facial
like super long never go le
n my acne is accumulating
so i went
n this time at the AMK branch
n the AMK branch service is much better
even the flower tea tastes nicer too
i mean as compared to TPY branch
this time the consultant got try to create interaction n stuff
n my beloved dar fetch me over
waited outside till i end
this time took almost 2.5hours
i feel really bad
but feel really sweet n aprreciate his effort
thanks dar
n dar treated me to the famous Yong Tau Foo at AMK hawker centre
which tasted really nice!
yumyum!
home sweet home thereafter
but dropped by hougang point to buy some old chang kee food for jie before going home

Tuesday
woke up early due to the freaking warm weather
last minute decided to meet baobei at hougang green
ate our taiwan food again
chatted alot
through this chat i realised something
dar was the person that stood by me when family prob happened
dar was the person that believed in me no matter wat others said abt me
dar was the person that stood by my side encouraging me to look ahead when bad things happeneddar was the person that brought me happiness when most of my frens only brought me sadness n disappointment
dar was the person that told me bliss comes after every bad thing
dar was the person that told me everything's fine when my sec n poly sch frens are giving me trouble
dar was the only person that would stand at a spot just to wait for me for numerous hours
dar was the person that would keep cheering me on no matter wateva happens
dar was the one that would put me the first place in his heart
n dar was the only person that told me he will be with me forever, supporting me all the way, trusting and believing in me
n dar was the one that told me no matter how bad my facial condition is or wateva i wear, i'm still pretty as ever
at that point of time that i told baobei
i felt foolish inside for not feeling how much dar has done for me
i felt foolish for not appreciating wat dar has done for me
he is not my family, even my relatives may not accept me for who i m
but he is the only one with no ties with me that accepted me for who i m,
accepted me not for my exterior but who that is inside me
i had the verge to see him immediately but dar is doing project la (even at this point of time typing this, my tears are rolling)
so i went over to baobei's house
chatted with her alot
abt health n birthday!
n once 4pm stirkes
i rushed out of her house over to amk to meet dar dar
met dar was very happy to see him
he treat me to my favourite mos burger soup
dar sent me to school for my night classes
was sad that i had to leave dar to go home alone
during class
boring ECONs again
i starting to hate econs!!!
end lesson
chiong to take bus
reached home heard some bad news
haiz!
hopefully i can do something to change all these.
how i hope!
lastly i wan to thank dar dar for everything u've done n i'll really cling on to u for life!

2009-05-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

These few days been meting dar

saturday met dar at AMK after my class
that boy is late again
as usual
we went orchard to watch show
watched the show below

this show not ghost show
but scare the hell out of me
was shivering in fear during the movie
n hiding up in dar's arms
so scared la!
aiyo
came out still shaking n felt like puking
haiz
ate pasta mania for my brunch that day. was happy! XD

Sunday
went over dar's house
played restaurant city
had fun chatting n stuff
was wounded
hurt for the whole day
but was fine :)
went to hougang green to have my beancurd n the yummy butter croissant
n this time i managed to eat two
thanks dar dar for the treat! XD
on the way to the bus stop
forced him to take pics again
first up the shy dar dar:

next the nerdy dar dar:

n still the nerdy one!

haha!
but was happy tat day :)

2009-05-01T21:42:00.003+08:00

Monday
nuah-ed at home as usual
n of coz played my restaurant city
been playing that for like months already
like just after the last exam paper
was rather addictive
but i'm happy with my current restaurant already
just a little more changes will be great

Tuesday
had school at night
went to school earlier to eat early dinner with aishah before class
ate black pepper chicken pasta
the pasta tasted great
but wells
i'm a person that dun like other types of meat other than fish
so didn't like the chicken at all
had ECONS lesson
enough to drive me to sleep
had break at 8.30pm
went to get a lotus paste pau
hehe
been long since i ate it
i think last time was while doing project during the holidays during the NYP times
finished lesson
choing to the bus stop
yet i still missed my bus
ewww!!!
luckily this time the bus came early
took bus with jialing n gracia home
reached home super full le
but drank some corn soup to make papa happy
but wells
i love the corn soup by papa!
hehe
n slept thereafter

Wednesday
wakie early
went down to meet dar at hougang point
went up to his house to accompany him to do his ipp report
n playing ds while he is working hard
went home at 8.30pm after eating dinner cooked by his mum
which the dinner was good n yummy! hehe

Thursday
met dearest kel to pass her her things from aishah n kim
n as usual
the late queen
this time with a new record of 1hr 45min
haiz
luckily i had the ds with me to accompany me for that time
met up with her went to eat
after walking around for a long time
we settled for brunch at breeks
ate their yummy yummy mushroom cream pasta with prawns
the pasta was really good
just a little too pricey
but hmmm
the place was not bad la
chatted alot of crap while eating
forgot to take pics as usual
walked around looking for heels for my exhibition
n wells
hopefully can manage to meet kel again this coming week
so tat can borrow heels from her
sometimes it's so great that my frens around me has the same shoe size as me
hehe XD
after walking n getting kel's mp3 repaired
we settled at anderson's to get our cakes

i choose the blueberry cheesecake n kel had the oreo cheesecake

the close up of my blueverry cheesecake

close up of kel's oreo cheesecake

they're so nice to add a strawberry at hte side

but i'm a girl who doesn't like strawberries
but i forced myself to eat it though
still the same feeling
the taste is ok

but the feeling of it in my mouth was GROSS!!!

n they're had this tea-time specials thingy

where we order a cake got free tea

hehe

n i ordered hot peppermint tea

while kel got camomile tea

a cookie comes with the tea too

wells since it's so good

$5plus is quite reasonable too

chatted again
about family, friends
alot
somehow we seem to have endless topics to talk abt

n after tat we walked around suntec
dar came to fetch me
n oh ya kel passed me the shoes she made for me

hehe

it's so sweet!!

love it sia!

kel headed to toa payoh while i met dar
dar's fren came along

felt a little weird with that fren though

but as long as dar's here i feel ok

walked around at bishan

sat at the arcade there looking at people playing mario kart

coz both of us are addicts to the game

hehe

n dar treated me to yoshinoya

happy enough even though the food wasn't nice

home sweet home after tat

Friday-today

had classes early in the morning despite the fact tat it's a public holiday

SIANZ!

while everybody is still sleeping

i'm up leaving for school

ended class

went over to dar's house

ate char kueh there

played restaurant city

teach dar how to play n stuff

watch movie

but i seriously dun get wat the movie is saying

so wells

i oso forget the movei title :S

my stm is getting worse

haiz

tml classes at 9am again!! yawns!

2009-04-25T21:42:00.003+08:00

Thursday
can't really remember wat happened
but i think i nuah-ed at home as usual
played comp the whole day
n was rather happy coz of dar's personal message
hehe
so sweet
slept early but weather was super uber warm
n papa didn't allow us to switch on fans or air-con
so was practically not sleeping due to the warm weather

Friday
fliped on bed so much
so wakie
n luckily i spotted baobei's msg to meet a little earlier
lols
went to meet baobei at hougang green with jie
our sec sch fav hang out place
n rmb all the embarrassing moments n happy times
reminising abt the past
comparing the present
had some decisions
decisions by baobei n jie
they're chatting too much
neglect me :(
lols
but i dun wan the decisions lehz
there are some people i dun wish to see
some tat at this point of time i wun wish to see
n in my whole life dun wish to see
not coz i didn't put down
but wells
tat sort of feelin for that person is over
wateva left is not THAT sort of feeling anymore
just a guy that turns me off coz of:
attitude, actions n stuff
oso dun understand
maybe in the past was naive??
anyway had enjoyed ourselves yesterday with the food the laughter n the chats
treated ourselves to beancurd as well
hehe
really that's wat we did during sec sch
ate at bubbletea shop
had long chats n laughters
making all sorts of funny comments
doing all sorts of stupid stuff
n after tat enjoying beancurd n again chat n laughter starts
sometimes tat sort of happiness is so pure n real
not like when we've grown
everybody starts to doubt each other, starts to become fake n stuff
was rather glad that the chats n laughter yesterday was so genuine
n the happiness n fun we've had was really somehing so real that we have shared together
after all the fun we went home
short n happy day

Saturday
went to school for lessons as usual
it was maths early in the morning
first half of the lesson was sleepy
second half was alright already
coz my a maths stuff starts to come back
it's my favourite topic--> functions!
my passion for it came back
n yes i've got to admit that even till today i still LOVE maths
like TOTALLY my all time favourite subject!
after class took 61 all the way to harbourfront
to meet dar
the bus journey there was sufficient to kill me
it's like 32 stops in total *sigh*
but glad i'm over the bus journey already
met dar n off we went to get our movie tickets for 17 again!!
yesh i finally watched it
but while waiting for the movie to start
we walked around
chatted while eating
thanks dar for the treat :) XOXO
chatted alot while eating
got to understand the stuff
dar it's okay it'll get better next time :)
n off we went to the cinema
while waiting for seating
of coz i made dar take pic
coz i realise i got too less pic of him
so while he wasp laying with the ds:

trying to force him to take pic

finally look at the cam n smile properly

haiz
den he continued playing while i entertained myself with cam-whoring

still concentrating on mario kart

bored to take pic

so end up i be photo grapher n help dar take pic

so focused sia!

yeah looking at his face: i knew he lost this round

trying really hard to win

lols!!!

n off we went for the movie

the movie was so funny lo

laugh throughout the movie

n i kept teasing dar

tat in future if something like tat happens n his daughter was trying turn him on like the movie wat will his reaction be

n he gave me two different answers:

1. i'll kill her

2. just let her do it lo

lols

haiz guys!!

den off we went to hougang mall

drank honey milk tea with small pearls again

i just love the small pearls!

den off we went home

was happy today la

hehe!

+you're the sunshine in my world+

2009-04-22T16:30:00.002+08:00

Sunday
went to school in the morning
managed to wakie
this time was at management house
walk until so tiring~~~
was econs class
n then it's like dozing off in class
kept eating things to perk me up
after class was like WUAH FINALLY~~~
coz i was really sleepy already
took 156 back with aishah
met dar at hougang point
he treated me to macs n off we went to his fren's house to get ps2 games
den while leaving the place dar hit his head on his fren house the thingy to cha the joss sticks he
den his head got a bahluku
hahas
laugh at him like crazy
who call him grow so tall rite??
lols!!!
MUAH HAHAHAHAHA
den off to his house to play ps2
we played the fighting games
n draw 2 rounds
i win one round coz his controller spoil
den i win another round!!
muah hahahaha
who says guys sure win fighting games???
lols
after playing for a while i went to dar's bed to sleep
coz too sleepy le
wakie n chaatted with dar n stuff
i've got a super petty dardar
my petty baibai so bad temper de
den ate dinner there
as usual enjoyed his mum's great cooking
hehe
n off home

Monday
nuah-ed at home
slept all the way till 2.33pm den wakie
even papa was complaining that i slept too much
online for the whole day

Tuesday
had night classes
as usual i meet somebody before my class
n this time was baobei serhui!
met her at hougang mall
went to check our stuff that we wanted
n off we went to compasspoint
took bus over
reminicing the past that we took the wrong bus 82
n some guys panicked while we girls just sat there to wait for the bus
lols!!
chatted alot
exchanged loads of opinions
lols.
reached compass
walked around
both of us bought pouches
off to eat pizza hut
enjoyed the long long chat while eating
sat there for almost 2 hours
n off we went walking around
both of us bought new bags
n this time round i bought a bag in a colour that nobody can imagine
which is RED!!
lols
n the red is super bright red
but wells i fell in love with the bag once i saw it
n it was damn cheap
hehe
den went to buy my favourite chocolates n sweets before leaving the place
took bus back to hougang mall to change bus to schooll
sat on the 74 bus for such a long journey
luckily i've got my ds to keep me company
reached school super sianz!!
late lessons always makes me so turned off!!
had ECONS again
this time really getting very confused
but understand some parts here n there
end of class
waited for 25min for the bus to arrive
n the stupid bus
came a non air-con one
sat upstairs so that it'll be more windy
listened to mp3
n ya was listening to jie's ipod coz mine spoiled!!
SOBS!!!
so i missed phone calls from dar
n dar's sick
so ke lian
n he insists on not getting a mc
coz he says mc=no pay
haiz
so heartache for him
reached home at 11plus
ate my super late dinner as usual slept at 1plus 2

Today
woke at 1plus due to the drillings if not i'm gonna hibernate till 3pm
read the 4weeks i-weekly that i haven't read
feel so outdated on the entertainment news
lols
even the campus superstar ended already i oso dunno
lols
came online
hope tat these few days the weather will get better
coz i'll be at home which means
no fan n air-con :(

jie's fren posted some nice quotes on facebook which are so nice that i wanted to share:
Quote 1
Never say i love you, if you really dont mean it.
Never talk about feelings, if you dont really care.
Never touch a life, if you mean to break a heart.
Never say you're going to, if you don't plan to start.
Never look me in the eye, when all you do is lie.
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye.

Quote 2
Whoever is careless with the truth in small matters cannot be trusted with important matters.

Quote 3
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

Personally i love the quotes!!
however quote 2 and 3 really writes about my situation now.
quote 2 saying one of my fren
quote 3 sort of encourages me!

2009-04-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today
woke up late for school
coz the blur me
alarm the clock wrongly
should alarm at 6.45am i alarm it 6.45PM!!
kns
so luckily i managed to wakie at 8am
n chiong down to school
n was just late by 10min
n luckily teacher just did one tiny question
HEHE XD
managed to pay attention
n i understand wateva teacher says
gonna start to buck up by doing past year questions so tat i can really have good practice
coz really 3+years never touch maths
i still wanna score an A for this though bridging doesn't count to our total grade
coz maths waas once my strongest subject
had break
bought food
n my coins dropped n they rolled under the tables n vending machine
so wells
lost one over dollars for this dumb clumsiness
i must really start to save up so every cent counts!!
i've got birthday presents that i'll have to start buying
first of all my own birthday present that i always buy a memorable one for myself
second kel's birthday present which i already have in mind wat to buy
n hint to kel: it's something u always wanted!! n i guess i'll pass it to u before ur birthday
third: baobei's birthday present which i'm still looking for it
coz this baobei has everything does not lack of anything so really tough to buy her a present
had been brainstorming for it during the break while doing the maths questions teacher gave us while at the same time eating my small breakfast!!
lesson starts
teacher keep giving us questions to do
but teacher always goes very slow
so always will try the question whille he's explaining the steps
some tough ones i still cannot make it
but the simple yet tricky ones were alright
my passion for maths is coming back
afterall it's A MATHS!! one of my favourite HEHE XD
end of class went over to AMK to meet dar
as usual he was late
stood by the side of the station while playing the ds
so dar was accompanying me while waiting for him
coz the ds is his substitue hehe
went to city hall
we went to marina to walk around
but the 17 again movie is too late soo we didn't catch it
settled for MY lunch at bk coz dar eaten already
had my all time favourite ham n cheese croissant wich n the hershey's ice cream pie
n after lunch while walking dar still kept asking me if i still need to eat
i seriously think that dar is trying to make me fat
before leaving the place dar treated me to Marvelous cream ice cream which tasted so good!
n of coz its my favourite flavour-->chocolate!
n off we went to AMK hub
sat by the fountain at basement coz both of us were tired
so we were enjoying the games in the ds
n this ah pek come to sit beside me
while dar was playing the ds
he put his hand near my butt n like using the finger to touch me lo
kaoz!!!
when i felt it i turned over he still dare act as if accidentally n run off!!
kaoz
wanted to give him a tight slap or a kick at his groin lo
so old already still dare do this kind of thing!
f**ker!!!
hated the vulgarities but he forced me to say it!
angry n upset!!
humpf
n dar was rather helpless too
coz he ran off so fast
haiz
den dar brought me back to his house
n we watched this movie:

hehe...
the movie is nice with my cute little dogs
all the dogs are so cute lo!!
den off i went home
at house downstairs meet jie n jonathan
den we went home while jonathan went home too

The next few movies i wanna watch are:

so shack!!
tml morning classes again!!

wan tired to death le

coz everyday drilling at my house can't sleep

somemore weather so warm

without aircon n fan

totally hard to sleep la

n today the weather is terrible!! it even shot up to 34.8degree celsius

OMG!!

i wan my beauty sleep back!!

oh ya!!

i got the exhibition job!!

hehe

which is for a really good company

hope that it's an enriching experience for me

plus go there can see shuai ge coz all go by looks de

hehe!! got shuai ge to see from 11may to 14may le!!

but dar dar!!! dun jealous ya...

2009-04-17T22:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday
met kel at compasspoint 27 bus stop
as usual the person who set the time was late!!
ewww...
but this time i was late too
so didn't wait tat long
went to tampines one
chatted with her
n wells
she understands how i felt abt THAT matter
n den decided on dessert for our day
the japanese clothing store at tampines one is really omg!!
coz the queue is very exaggerating la
n its only basics lo
not nice de
n we didn't queue just took a glance outside
n we settled for lunch at ding tai feng
had our xiao cai (appetizer)

while waiting for food
we enjoyed the 'scenery' outside

n had our fried rice which is damn not worth it!
n our all time favourite the xiao long bao
YUMMY!!
n off we went shopping again
luckily we did went to iseatan
coz we managed to find really cheap n nice clothes there
n after digging
both of us went to try on to the clothes
kel got 4 clothes
n i got one
while trying on the grey dress

i liked the dress so much that i bought it
anyway it's cheap la
n kel bought a dress cum skirt too!
n while in the toilet
kel was making her hair so i just took photo of the first toilet in singapore that has this makeup table

kel bundling up her hair

after the toilet
we headed to tea.dot at tamp 1 again
got our CAKES!!!
yummy!!

kel's one was blueberry cheesecake
n mine was mango shortcake

we enjoyed the cakes sooo much!!
i shall go back there n eat it if i have have the chance
the cheese was rich
n mango was sweet n yummy
hehe!!
n actually wanted to go to collect my shoes

n last minute the spree-er said both of my designated shoe was oos

so wells

i'm gonna return dar the money for the shoes

sobs!!

now must go search for a black sling back heels for my graduation :(

i wan a really nice one!!

n then i took mrt all the way to school

from tampines to dover

which means one end to another

n luckily i have my ds to accompany me

if not i guess i'll die on the journey

had lessons

it's long since i had maths lessons

boring!!!

n ended class at 10pm

reached home was totally shack!!

Today

woke up due to the construction at my house here again:(

i miss my beauty sleep!!

played comp

met dar at 7pm

chatted

n home at 8pm

boring day

coz tml have classes at 9am

2009-04-15T16:53:00.006+08:00

Yesterday
met baobei the afternoon at kovan for the fox factory outlet sale
its like very packed
coz it is the first day
but baobei managed to dig out two tops for me
when i went to queue n pay the person den tell me need to purchase at least 5
like wth!! no notices to say somemore
actually got quite a lot of nice tops
but ruined by the prints at the back of it
EWW!!!
den off we went to ps
managed to buy my cotton on top tat i wanted!
YESH!!!!!!
n it's cheap n got my size-- like finally!
n we walked to orchard
while baobei told me some stuff
which made my heart turned so cold-->full of disappointment
i realised they're an utter disappointment to me
like wat i say before
think wat u like to think of me
believe wateva that u chose to believe from wat others told u
i have no qualms abt it
i have no say abt it
n i wun wan to explain myself
i'm SICK N TIRED of explaining
after so many years, i'm really SICK OF ALL THESE STUPID problems
if my blog does bother u DUN READ IT!
humans are born with brains to think n figure out the truth
humans are born with heart to feel the truth
if people just blindly believe wat others say
SO BE IT!
i am still me
i wun explain if u believe in that already
from yesterday i heard the stuff
deep inside my heart is really cold n dead
like this friendship--> it's dead
from the yesterday onwards
u are no more than a STRANGER to me n no longer a fren
dun come n msn me n bother me anymore
i will ignore!
tihs is to prevent ur tongues from wagging n myself from getting anymore disappointment
those reading this
people who know thanks for advices n encouragement n believing in me
people who dunno think wateva u like i dun wan to bother
n to my beloved TRUE friends out there u all know everything n know how i felt now
acting calm n normal is only to cover up my true feelings so tat u all wun worry
after saying my piece on this matter i'll be fine
n to kel: i will share with u this matter one day

after telling me the stuff
we walked to wisma to get our lunch
actually wanted to go food court but we settled at the student meal at pepper lunch instead
after our brunch at taka toilet

n baobei really eats less
wells baobei!!! must eat more!!
n off we went shopping around
at far east we both liked a hairband n bought it!
YAYS!!
anyway i wun wear if we're going out together
n while walking to orchard mrt we stopped by starbucks
n we got our fav drinks
i had mango passion fruit ice blended n baobei raspberry ice blended i think??

lols
walked to mrt
n ended up in wisma for SOME stuffs
baobei went fidgety n excited for some moments
lols
which was really hilarious!!
at wisma toilet

we're lesbians!!
lols...
had great time n i love baobei!!!!

hahas
n den sent baobei off to AMK n i went to school
took the same bus as jialing n gracia
reached sch
met aishah n kim n we went to class
got my uni card

OMG!! can't imagine i'm a university student already!!

time really flies

started lesson
the class was alright
understand the whole lesson
now i'm clearer than before for econs!!
YAY!!
ended class
dar came to fetch me
dar treated me to macs apple pie
n sent me home
went home ate dinner
chatted with jie abt the stuffs
bathed n ended my long day!

Today
woke up at 11am plus
printed my econs notes
went to nyp to print my maths notes n bind them
back home
ate lunch n my favourite fruits --> pear n mango
the mangoes are really nice sweet n soft
better than those canned ones!! hehe!!
enjoyed the fruits!!
blogging!!
tml school again!! haiz!!
hopefully tml really can meet kel dearie!
just watched this movie online:

a really nice show

a little touched!

Today on facebook received a msg from an facebook fren encouraging me
encouragement as follows:
Happiness are created by yourself!! No need to dwell over the past, no need to dream about the future but create a happy NOW
thanks alot for encouragement
n yes...
i'm creating my happiness n a happy present, threw away my past, n i believe i will face a good future!!
a wounded heart will mend itself

just dun touch the wounds anymore i guess i'll be fine

dar: i know wat u wan to say

wells i agree

bliss comes after every setback

this setback let me see wat kind of people are there

but i just couldn't imagine that a person's heart can be so dark, so doubtful of other's care n concern

2009-04-13T21:49:00.006+08:00

Monday
went to SIM with jie in the afternoon
to pay my school fees n bridging course fees
was almost dead on the bus
coz i was too sleepy
reached there n paid the school fees
first time holding so much money with me
6 pieces of $1000 notes
OMG!!
the note is damn huge
can't put in my wallet
so i have to fold it
went to ask about payment at RELC building
wells have to wait till after graduation already
haiz!!
den went home to eat my early dinner at 5pm
coz papa was going overseas again
den met dar at 7plus to go chomp chop eat
at chomp chomp
i went to order the food
coz dar was tired from work
n he told me left is the nice hokkien mee n right is the nice carrot cake
n guess wat
i went left to order carrot cake n almost went right to order hokkien mee
luckily i went back to the table n dar told me
if not all will be not nice le:(
the blur me
so poor dar had to go order the nice hokkien mee n buy drink for us
n this time i treated dar dar to the dinner
n the food was alright la...
not tat bad lols! XD
den home sweet home
had fun with my beloved laogong--> xian xian!!!
kissed her alot
coz i missed her too much
n scare her played with her
had a good night's sleep coz was exhausted with running around with laogong!

Tuesday
woke up early to meet baobei serhui
we met on the bus
den off to eat dimsum buffet
met her poly fren there
n her poly fren was totally hilarious
lols
she has all the funny stuff
off to dim sum buffet
bernice

me

baobei

our empty table at the start

next filled

second serving

after our dim sum buffet
we went to city hall to get heels for her fren
den at charles n keith
all 3 of us tried on shoes

n wells
of coz we all bought
i was debating inside myself to buy the shoe
n wells i bought it!!
was comtemplating whether to buy it a not for the last one month
n finally i bought it!!
muah hahaha

my shoe

okays
i didn't regret afterall
hehe
all of us changed on to our new heels right after purchase
den off we went on shopping
but serhui's heels was making a blister on her leg
so wells so changed back to the wedges
stopped them from buying anything at city hall coz the things are super ex
n then we went to bugis to shop
bumped into may there
wanted to say hi
but she wasn't looking
so wells
den we kept on shopping
n all 3 of us went gaga at a shop
the skirt n dress shop
the things are so cheap
en all of us bought a skirt
serhui another dress
n me another top
hehe
den all of us walked to little india to take bus home
we're all damn tired...
exhausted from the shopping spree
reached home at 5pm
soaked my poor feet into warm water to get rid of the 'suan' feeling
n left home at 7plus again to meet dar
went to his house to watch movies n have dinner
watched coming soon
but i couldn't take the horror feeling inside me
was damn freaked out
so halfway i gave up n we channged movie
changed to a cartoon mouse movie
i dunno the name
but the movie is quite nice
but dar fell asleep halfway
later on after the movie dar sent me home
was rather happy n exhausted for the day

wednesday
woke up at 1plus
slacked around
ate my favourite flavour of maggie
played comp
bathed
n met dar at 6pm at serangoon mrt
took mrt to orchard
went cathay but there's no movie tat we wanted to watch
so we went to eat
n dar treated me to billy bomber's

i ate my fish n chips while dar ate bbq chicken
n i had a mango freeze!
yummy!!
chat quite alot
i mean dar-->chatting on the phone with his colleague to settle some stuff

evidence:

while waiting for him... i:

still chatting

finally waiting for our food

my mango freeze

dar's bbq chicken

my fish n fries

n walked down orchard
playing, had fun
den we took bus down to ice3
this time not nice
dar had his brownie
but the person took wrong flavour of ice cream
brownie with coffee icecream
tastes wierd
den i ate white+black mudpie
wasn't tat nice
but still acceptable
kept telling dar was alright
haiz
n off we went home

thursday
woke up at 2pm due to the tiredness from the past few days' lack of sleep
stayed at home with jie
we watched marley n me at home while waiting for papa to come home from his overseas trip

jie cooked dan bao fan
fried rice in some egg
tasted good!
hehe
cried alot when watching marley n me
the dog is so cute!!
cried mostly coz i tot of xian xian
afraid that she'll leave me like marley in the movie
n finally papa was home
he cooked our favourite dishes for us
as usual pissed by my uncles
slept early

friday
it was good friday
managed to come out
went dar's house
watched X-men Origins: Wolverine movie

the movie is screwed up
the animated portion they forgot or didn't put n colours
n the people 'flying' can see the safety rope on them
was terrible!!
so my personal comments: dun watch it at cinemas, not worth it!
n den i left for home while dar went to meet his frens
reached home
re-do my nails to get ready for interview on monday
onine games
was freaked out by the loud thunders as usual

saturday
woke up early
went over to dar's house
n he still haven't wake up
his mom made the yong tau foo for me to eat
played with girl girl
ate brownie
n finally he woke up
wated for him to eat n bathe
den we went to the new mall at bugis to walk walk
bought movie tickets to knowing movie

walked around
den watched to movie
the movie is not bad but a little unrealistic
lols
personal rating: 3.5/5
den we went to eat burger king
n then bought my dress
n walked to little india to take bus home
reached home at 8plus
jie was home already
took a short nap n papa came home
while cooking dinner
was reading my letters
n i received the invitation to graduation ceremony
now i should really start thinking if i should even turn up for graduation
going back would bring back bad memories that i've buried deep inside me since exams
should i really go??
ate dinner at 12am
use comp at 1am
n papa scolded me
so no choice off the comp
n dried my hair
went to sleep with a terrible mood

sunday
woke up at 12.35pm
cooked, did a little of housework
n off i left to dar's house
watched movies
n watched doomsday for half an hour
n both of us realised that we watched it before
was rather sad coz dar forgot something
so changed to shinjiku incident
but watching for a few minutes i didn't even pay attention already
coz the movie is so boring
i mean to me
while dar kept on watching
left at 5.15pm
reached home
had some bad things happened
sad pissed anger
managed to suppress the anger
slacked around n online to play my games again

Monday-today
woke up early getting a call from my interviewer
ate played games n went to tpy for my interview
met yenling n her fren
went for the interview

had to wear formal

very long never wear formal le super sian!!
was super nervous
heard that the company was prestigious
after the interview
tried the uniform
ate subway
back home
n out again after changing clothes
went to hougang green
but dar walked the wrong way
so went down to hougang mall instead
he treated me to my fav honeydew sago dessert
den home sweet home
i did this quiz n came out with this pic:

nice pic... gals that's our attitude!!

I'm still waiting for my shoes from the online spree-er

but white's out of stock
so i'm getting black instead
:(

2009-04-05T17:39:00.002+08:00

just watched finished this show
lame but tells us not to give up even when there are many obstacles
very true for my life now

huge obstacle to face...

when will all these end?

2009-04-05T14:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went out with dar

the early afternoon had quite a bad mood

sort of irritated by somebody

but afterwards had a great time at orchard

watched confessions of a shopaholic

quite a nice show

had great laughs during the movie

was funny la

before the show dar kept complaining tat it was a girly show

n tat he'll sure sleep

but after the movie he said the movie is not bad.

lols!

ate my favourite pasta mania

chatted alot

back to his place to get some movies from him

home sweet home

re-watched twilight with jie

slept at 2am

+till yesterday then i knew wat the prob was+

2009-04-01T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today finally stepped out of house first time this week to meet kel for bargain huntings!
just anyhow dressed n off i go!

met dearie at AMK
n as usual
she's late
actually meeting at 11am
den she msg-ed tat push to 11.30
n when i reached at 11.30 i sat there to wait for her
n waited till 12 i gave up n went walking around
n she only reached at 12.20pm
eww!!
lols
gave her a hor hor look
LOL... i think i scared her
but afterall we went to eat pizza hut!
muah hahahaa
yummy cheesy mushroom baked pasta!!
muah hahaha
as usual we had great chats throughout today
went to cash converters
n both of us got earpiece for our mp3!
n kel managed to buy a quite new speakers for her comp
n it was really nice
n really cheap!!
den off we go to bishan cotton on to buy shorts
but well kel didn't wan to buy after trying
so i can't buy :(
shall psycho someone to buy some bottoms there with me hehe XD
den ate my favourite yami yoghurt!
n bought hiah hiah bras!!
spotted this damn huge cup at BHG
n kel took it up n it covered her whole face!!
LOL!!!
den off we went to tpy
shopped around
bought my socks
n den we go hougang LOL
we're really shopping queens!
bought canvas shoes for kel to make shoes for me
HEHE got new shoes soon!
n of coz we ate our all-time favourite Shilin XXL chicken
muah hahahaa

us!
yap
i enjoyed today alot alot!!
glad tat we still make it a point to meet every week!!
n sorry baobei for not meeting u for 2 weeks...
see you next week for our dimsum buffet!!
hopefully can watch the confessions of a shoppaholic soon!
n hotel for dogs!! hehe!! n i still reject watching coming soon
unless dar u wan watch it with me?

2009-03-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

currently tuning into:
林依晨-面包的滋味

coz i finished watching the 我的亿万面包 show
n this song really touches me
as usual...
dedicted to all couples out there as well as dar dar
DAR DAR better go understand the meaning ya.

回头想起一切都还像昨天
我还天天对你生气板着脸
时钟才转几圈有了转变
缘分太妙不可言

虽然你满身数不完的缺点
完美小姐也不是我的头衔
越看就越顺眼
我们之间舒服得像星期天

是命运紧紧把我们绑在一起
越吵越甜蜜越吵越爱你越不分离
生活的难题考验着爱情
才显得我们的努力多么值得被珍惜
从今就紧紧的和你绑在一起
不管坏天气不管坏心情都不分离
面包的滋味有多香多甜
有你分享才真的完美

虽然你满身数不完的缺点
完美小姐也不是我的头衔
越看就越顺眼
我们之间舒服得像星期天

是缘份是爱情
是命运紧紧把我们绑在一起
越吵越甜蜜越吵越爱你越不分离
生活的难题考验着爱情
才显得我们的努力多么值得被珍惜
从今就紧紧的和你绑在一起
不管坏天气不管坏心情都不分离
面包的滋味有多香多甜
有你分享才真的完美

就这样紧紧的和你绑在一起
不管坏天气不管坏心情都不分离
面包的滋味有多香多甜
有你分享有你分享才是真完美
very lovely n sweet song! hehe! XD

2009-03-29T18:07:00.002+08:00

today i jut nuah-ed at home
watching wo de yi wan mian bao by ling yi chen n zheng yuan chang
not bad la
yesterday noticed a blue black emerging at my knee cap
n coz i first time kana so terrible blue black
i took photo of it

n now the blue black becomes 2!!
omg!!
n the blackish spots on the bruise got worse
n got more

ewww...
super pain i didn't dare to go touch it
just tat while walking around can feel the slight pain la
hopes the bruise disappear soon
n the worse thing is: i dun even know how i got it...
HAIZ!
the blur me!

2009-03-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

Today met dar at yck mrt
it's been really long since i went there
n dar was as usual late
but wells
he cooked my favourite french toast for me
so being late was forgiven
while on mrt dar told me something tat made me unhappy
n the slow n blur him didn't know tat i was unhappy abt tat matter
n the understanding gf like me
haiz
having such a slow bf
have to tell him why i was unhappy
n even if he apologize for tat
i kept on 'being' angry
actually forgave him at the first aplogy le
just wanted him to 'hong' me a little more
yap... eventually after only a while i smiled
i just can't be really angry with him
haiz... the hard-hearted me is only soft-heearted to him :( that's a bad thing
but today managed to psycho him to accompany me to eat ayam penyat
hehe!
finally ate it been craving for it for the past one year. :(
glad tat i get to eat it
n first time dar ate chilli until he sweat
this shows tat their chilli is really good
after buying movie tickets
we just walked around aimlessly
n stopped by heeren for a seat
made dardar to take out my ah boy for a while
so that my ah girl can be with my ah boy for a while

hehe... the present tat he gave me on 251007.

yup the day we got together
HEHE.
den walked back to cineleisure to watch movie
while waiting for the time to go into the theatre..
took random pics of him...
him talking to me

him staring at the large screen on the wall
n i secretly took the pic
but he realised it
i'm lucky to have catched his face

hahas!!!
so nerdy!!!
next is me... dar still staring at the screen

n finally made him to take a pic together

finally can go in
watched this show

which scare the hell out of me!

anyway i'm not the person tat got scare the most

coz the whole cinema was full of screams

which made me sort of laugh

n halfway was really scary

so i pulled dar's shirt...

n he was telling me

watch movie halfway his tummy suddenly cold cold de

haha

coz i pulled his shirt to cover my eyes

muah hahahahah *evil grins*

but i really got scare le lo

walking out of cineleisure n saw fang shuai

didn't say hi coz he was with some pretty lady

den off we went to eat again

dar treated me to prata sausage n aunty annie's chocolate pretzel

yummy yummy

n then off we went to his house

but wells

afterall didn't manage to get more movies from him

only managed to get bride's war

n got a few glimpse of coming soon

k scary enough

so i shouldn't watch

tml shall be a good girl n stay at home

hehe!!

watching movies day!!

oh ya kel faster let me know when u wan go shopping next week again ya..!

2009-03-27T14:37:00.002+08:00

today was damn tired
downstairs started all the drilling n stuff again
super noisy
can't really sleep
wakie at 11plus in the morning
yawns!
but seeing my beloved xian xian lao gong's pics already perked me up!
damn cute pics tat i received from my uncle last night

see how nerdy can she become?

lols

super darn cute!

my beloved cutie pie

didn't see her for a month already :(

missing her alot!

2009-03-26T21:47:00.001+08:00

met kel kel today to go for job interview
met at hougang mall
den we went to have our brunch at the food court first
n met xiao sen ooutside the food court
so we had our lunch together with her
she treated us to drinks
n i ate my favourite jap ramen, kel ate chicken rice n xiao sen ate mixed veg rice
we were chatting away happily
n afterwards xiao sen had to leave first
coz she going to cut her hair
while we went to cotton on to enquire on job
n apparently they are having the walk in interview at novena
so we rushed down to novena
n after all
ok we're damn suay
the application clsed when we reached there
sadded!!
so we decided to go orchard instead
took 143 i guess to far east plaza
had our routine shopping there
bought a pair of 'shorts' n 3 tshirts
damn cute tshrits
actually couldn't buy de
coz i didn't expect to shop so didn't bring much money with me
but beloved kel lent me $10 so i get enough to shop!
HEHE... LOVE U ALOT!! MUACKIE!!
n we managed to get kel's belt exchanged for another design
luckily we decided to give it another try coz previous shop attendant didn't allow us to change
n this one was rather blur blur type
so managed to! YIPPEEE!!!
den we ate XXL chicken n milk tea
was damn shiok sia!
chatted alot
quite happy tat we can actually talk abt anything in the world LOL
n at far east while kel is buying the bangles tat i told her
i found this big spectacles tat the shop is selling n i tried it on
kel took a photo of me in it
so i look like this:

so darn nerdy!! n i felt tat i looked qutie cute

lols

i like the photo!!!

den we waited damn long for the great world ity shuttle bus so tat kel can go novo

but haiz

reached there n novo doesn't have the design she wanted anymore

sadded!

while looking for the toilet

both of us looking at different sides

n both sides had toilets

so we walked different ways

n i had to run over to catch up with her

LOL had a good laugh n we got a big scare in the toilet

coz it was having this big elephant head at the entrance

den it was painted with african tribal guys on the walls n cubicle doors

LOL

n we dropped by montip so tat i can buy flowers so that kel can sew on canvas shoes for me

quite like the flowers i got

n den we waited for shuttle bus to bring us to chinatown mrt

chatted the whole time la

about halloween!!

n today i realised i was damn violent!

lols

coz i hit my fren during a halloween party coz she scare me...

lols.

n we were talking about sec sch nicknames

well mine is really lame!

reached chinatown n both of us took mrt home

nice day out today

n kel lent me more storybooks n madame fate game cd-rom

hehe

got more things to do to pass the time already!

YIPPEE!

stopped at serangoon

met dar there

n dar sent me home

oh ya kel

dun dwell on your fren matter as well

it's not ur fault, cheer up!

try to console ur fren more ya

2009-03-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

baobei gave me a url to do a quiz on myself

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

the results i got are as follows:

You appreciate the better things of life and you don't particularly want to strive in order to achieve them. What a pity you were not born into the Gentry with servants, etc. Unfortunately - life is not like that. You have the ability to be whatever it is that you would like to be but you must make the effort.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

You are feeling helpless. The fact that you are unable to control events that are going on around you is subjecting you to considerable stress. This can, if not relieved, cause muscle spasms or hypertension. It would seem that you are, for whatever the reason, being subjected to intolerable pressures. The complete environment would appear to be hostile. It would also seem that you are being driven against your will. You feel - and perhaps quite rightly so - that unreasonable demands are made of you but more to the point you feel as if you are powerless to control the situation or protect yourself in any way. At this time you feel utterly helpless.

The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety.You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.

I think the results are very true. people can go try it!

2009-03-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

Tuesday
went to pay respects to my ah ma
it was her death anniversary
the hurt of losing her a few years came back to me
sadnest overwhelmed me
however i managed to control it n didn't show it
lunched with amily
n papa brought us to the temple at sengkang
prayed hard for health for my family
prayed hard for health n studies for dar n his future
reached home tired n dead
chatted on msn with kel
tired the whole day
but didn't confide to anybody my sadness abt ah ma
coz she's still the closest family member to me
the one that took the place of a mother
end of the day
heart feels cold
empty hurt shattered
a discussion ended up in a heated arguement tat i nv expected
didn't sleep the wholenight
tossing n turning in bed
debating whether to pick my phone everytime it rang to read the words inside
unknwing how long i debated
i picked up n only more n more hurt i felt
until 6am
the coldness in my heart suddenly made me devoid of all emotions
tat's wat people called heart dead?

Today
got out of bed at 1pm
after the tossing n turning the entire night
thinking back
i can't rmb wat i did
did i even ate my meals?
did i even talk to papa n jie?
yes i did
but less that 10sentences
i seriously dunno wat i'm thinking n wat's wrong with me now
a cold heart?

2009-03-22T19:53:00.003+08:00

Sunday
woke up like 2pm
which means i slept more than 12hours
coz of the numerous nights that i couldn't sleep
woke up due to a msg
was still rather sleepy

woke up n walked around the house slowly realising that there wasn't anybody at home
HAIZ!
den cooked maggi for myself
ate n enjoyed a storybook
ohhhh
i finished the send me a lover by carol mason
now continuing to the devil who tamed her by johanna lindsey
the story is nice
was so mesmorised by the storyline
heex
but as i sort of recite the storyline to dar
he said the story is so typical
wells
different people have different tastes
met dar at 5 at bus stop
n we headed to serangoon gardens...
my favourite ice cube

we ordered new desserts to try
i ate the cookie monster mudpie

n dar ate his brownie with ice cream

looks tempting isn't it
n totempt people more

the taste is nice

which i liked XD

enjoyed it alot

n chatted alot with dar

but today

dar scolded me, kicked me n hit me

sobs!

but wells...

due to the dessert treat alls forgiven XD

dar dar went to meet his secondary school frens while i headed home for dinner

heex

had a great time today!

2009-03-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

Thursday

woke up early due to construction downstairs

sickening

drilling holes downstairs at my block

the whole place like earthquake la.

tolerated with the drillings while rotting at home

Friday

met kel kel dearie at bugis

she set the meeting time at 11am...

lols...

as usual she's late

ate our breakfast at ya kun

shopped at bugis

both of us had a tight budget

so not much shopping

mostly me...

lols

bought new belts, dress, shawl

HAPPY!!!!

we did manicure together n kel had another pedicure

while shopping

we dropping by da yi's shop to visit

had a long chat there

da yi offered us american apples

okays

we ate on the spot n it was sweet

chatted for 1+hour there n another opportunity for us to dry our nails

den we headed to arab street to buy my shawl

n as usual

we stopped by the straw bags shop

looked at the pretty stuff there again

but didn't buy any as usual

haiz

den off to our favourite zam zam for early dinner

while waiting for the food we enjoyed our drinks

next up our favourite
CHICKEN MURTABAK without onions

our chicken masala

YUMMY
the curry was really good

enjoyed our food alot!
n we strolled off to city hall, dropping by kel's uni

kels starting uni next month

n she's graduating like end of next year

haiz...

when will it be my turn... :(

den headed to city hall

both of us were tired by that time

so we just walked around aimlessly n chatting away

den i sent her to the bus stop near central so she can head off to her next location

while i headed back to city hall mrt after sending her off

waited for my poor dar dar there

while me n kel was msging each other
after meeting dar

we went to amk

watched race to witch mountain

the movie is not bad la

about UFOs, aliens

i sort of liked the story as well

after the movie we ate my fav mos burger-clam chowder, milk tea n fried prawns

n dar sent me home or rather sent me to meet jie

slept at 2am last night

Saturday

woke up early as usual

due to the stupid construction

I'M super DEPRIVED of my sleep

i sleeping less than my normal 12hours a day...

HAIZ

reached dar's house

he gave me drink a orangey drink to bring down my heatiness

coz i was having headaches

felt better after that

n the nice dar still helped me to massage

HEEX!

after our brunch

we watched 2movies that dar downloaded

1. Dragonball evolution

the movie is ok la

quite messy here n there,

stupid storyline

"Retarded!" --> quoted from dar

after our toilet break n stuff

we watched the second movie

2. Inkheart

ok this story is rather ok la.

fantasy world stuff

not bad la

was eating titbits...

my favourite spicy titbit

n the best thing is dar's feeding me

so i dun even need to dirty my hands!

HIAH HIAH!!! *evil grins*

left dar's house at 7.50pm to buy herbal tea

but i still chose my favourite water chestnut water

n went home

YAWNS!!!

i'm now tired+hungry.

can they stop drilling for just one day for me to sleep?

2009-03-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

Monday
went out with jie
met dayi at her shop
she treated us to sakae sushi buffet
ate till three of us super full
she left n we met jomaine
shopped for their friends gifts
managed to get a top for myself
home at 7pm

Tuesday
received results
results were not as well done as i expected
however results was alright
in the acceptable range
chatted with kel n aishah
decided to look forward n not look back to poly
stayed at home while jie went out with jonathan for movies
they watched coming soon
jonathan was afraid n jie wasn't
jie brought jonathan over to my house
saw who jonathan was
played daidee with him
saw my beloved xian xian
met dar for half an hour
home n xian xian was waiting for me
made her pose to take pic

my beloved laogong is cute as ever
lols
love her to the max!
dar dun get jealous
coz both of u can't be compared
played with beloved laogong
she left
da yi called to show care
first time i confided to her
about my problems in poly
ended call after her advices
n i went online to buy clothes
slept early at 1.30pm

Wednesday - Today
met baobei serhui at compasspoint
this time we forgot to take pics
coz we needed to buy alot of things
so we forgot
ate pizza hut
had good chat
understand each other's recent activities
bought stuff for family
went home while she went to her grandmother's house
meeting dar afterwards.

2009-03-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

Just did a quiz on what does my birthday say about me
and i got this answer:

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

The red words are those that i agree to them

somehow sort of real isn't it?

lols

however i dun like literature n arts though i'm a literature student

ironic?

2009-03-15T12:25:00.000+08:00

Saturday-Yesterday
as usual met up with dar
went marina square to watch movies
n its very packed
coz there was an IT far going on at suntec n SP design school having their graduation i guess in the middle of marina square
so got nothing much to eat
so we just settled our lunch or rather i settled my brunch at yoshinoya
the place dar hates
haiz
but nothing more to eat le :(
went to watch movie afterwards
we watched --> Watchmen

it was damn bloody long la

almost 3 hours

sit till my butt hurts

n after the long movie

i still dun understand the movie

haiz

dar understands a little here n there

when movie ended i need to rush home again

coz it was almost 8pm le...

too less time together again

can only see him a week later already

haiz... SOB!

2009-03-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

I've neglected my bloga few days
coz tot that blog was actually sort of spoiling frenships n stuff
but well thanks to baobei
i kan kai le

Tuesday
met up baobei at compasspoint
she lent me 2 story books
we ate swensen's n i shared with her my sorrows
and as usual
she was aways cheering me up

chatted so much
she managed to persuade me to cheer up
as frens that mke u sad are those unworthy of your tears
well
of coz i laughed after that
hehe!
so we tried taking emo pictures

emo enough?
of coz can't make it la
coz i was tolerating my laughter

next up
of coz our fav
taking pics in the toilet!

we went to the library n we borrowed books aain

okay i'm turning into a book freak!
n afterwards accompanied her as she bought food for her family

n i sent her off
while i left for city hall to wait for my beloved dar dar to end work
den while waiting went to MPH bookstore
n miraculously

i stood there reading books for more than 2 hours

OMG~~~~~

i can't believe it too

lols.

but had a really good time flipping through interesting story books there.

came across this book where it talks all abt guys

in a relationship there are 4 Cs:

Guys go for convenience sex while convenience sex to girls would be a confusion

as they wun know guys really like them or just for their body

To girls marriage is a commitment of their next portion of their life to the guys but guys think marriage is a conclusion of their life.

How ironic?

while chatting with dar i mentioned it

n till the last C--> conclusion

he just grinned away.

-_-'l

so i met up with dar n he treated me to my favourite beancurd at hougang green

heex!

so blissed!

then he sent me home or rather i sent him home coz he alights first

Wednesday

rotted at home watching my dvds

heex

like finally after 2whole semster=1year

i finished the KO family

the super duper lame shit show

lols

met dar at hougang point n we drank our fav honey milk tea n ate cheese waffle

Thursday

woke up damn early

or rather i didn't sleep the whole night

for some reasons

haiz

secrets

went out early in the morning n back at 2pm

was damn warm la

so my mood of coz was rather terrible due to the heat

drank honey milk n ate cheese waffle again

this time was bought from my house here

the milk tea is still nice coz from sweet talk

but the waffle was disgusting

decided not to buy from there anymore :(

watched discs again...

n cleared dead skin blah blah blah...

so busy!!

n i turned down job offer this time...

but wells...

it's to far for me :(

n thanks shihui for recommending a very good agent for me!!

2009-03-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

few days of resting
i feel so much better n healthier
these few days spent my time online watching the past singapore dramas
was rather nice
past dramas are much nicer than present dramas
while waiting for drama to load was reading through blogs
n a nice friend warned me abt somebody's blog
out of curiousity
i went to read
only to have disappointment
so after everything that i have endured
only changed for that word
never once did a friend said i was
n now
to those who know the story
so be it
now other than disappointment i can't feel others
i should have listen to the thousands of advices my frens n loved ones gave
i regret that i didn't n keep on holding on to the smallest hope that this friendship can be salvaged
i tried
n yes i did make effort to try to mend the broken pieces
i tried to suppress wateva things that the person has done to me
all the hurt
n showed friendliness
and i exchanged for such a pathetic word
hurt n disappointment i guess
sorry my frens n loved ones coz i didn't heed ur advices n only to get myself brutally hurt
i'm really sorry for not listening

other than that matter
i felt that i was so much loved by those around me
just a comment for a shoe
n dar offered to buy it for me
though it's a small little thought from u
i'm satisfied enough

now rather worried for my papa n my jie
jie's having exams n she felt she couldn't make it
jie even told me to reconsider going uol
but well
since i've made the decision i will try my best
as for papa i hope that everything will be over soon
there's the sun behind the clouds rite?
when the clouds are over
the bright lovely sun comes out.
hope that the sun will come out sooner!

2009-03-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Today
couldn't sleep for nights
my face looked so pale while i prepared to leave house
choiceless i had to make up to cover my paleness
n ya have to admit
i was feeling super unwell
but knowing that dar had planned for a happy trip
i tried my best to go over to his house

went over everything of me was fake already
a facade rather
facade tat i was the normal me n not unwell
went out
was feeling terrible
went to vivo with dar his mum n the girl
was trying to convince myself that i was just tired thus feeling unwell
walked around
smiles on my face trying to talk to act normal
i felt stupid but another hand felt happy
coz dar didn't realise
HEHE!
at least i can still cover up from him
but felt my energy drained as we walked around
was happy that they decided to sit by a restaurant
but the restaurant we went
some hongkong restaurant
the food had so much msg
even the drink-->iced milo was terrible
ewwww
but was happy that i managed to take a rest
coz i oso dun wan to let them know i was really weak already coz my headache worsened
kept on smiling
but headache was worsening every single second
haiz
hoping really hard that girl girl would not cry n make noise
haiz
but hopes are useless
somehow gotten used to her crying loudly n stuff
managed to block the noises out from my mind n concentrate with my food
somehow didn't even hear dar or his mum talking to me either
or maybe they didn't talk

before leaving vivo
dropped by candy empire i guess the name is right
coz my mind couldn't rmb much
i bought my lemon shortcake
something similar to the one i ate at australia
sadded that they dun have my lavender flavour
hopefully it tastes as good as the one from australia
n girl girl bought lots of sweets
on train
head was throbbing
as though there was someone hitting a drum inside my brain
leaned against the side of the train resting
but managed to have a few conversations with dar
n super glad n felt a sense of accomplishment that dar still didn't realise that i wasn't feeling well
while waiting for bus was rather unhappy for food wastage
but wat to do... it's not my food not my money
so no say...
n off to dar's house
left a few minutes later
headache was ceaasing already
but fever was coming
coz i felt the heat coming up
great
finally i'm sick
den i'll feel better next week...
HEHE!!!
great time for the sick virus!
if not coz of my headache i guess today would be a fun n happy day without any facade...
anyway dar sponsored me for a new pair of heels... was happy
but couldn't really show it... sorry dar for not telling u n not showing any happiness so sorry

+cheating people is tiring+
+but cheating yourself is much more unbearable+

2009-03-05T13:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
finally met up with kel
met at hougang k box for their k lunch
before singing was telling her my prob
n ended up both of us faced the same problems
haiz
anyway
wasted an hour coz we were talking n not singing
den shared the 2 different bento sets
the yaki udon n fish n chips
was okie la.
think the yaki udon is better
had our usual singing
n thereater accompanied kel to cut her hair at twister
the price was rather cheap
plus good service
kel cut the rui en's hair
during cutting her hair
while we're waiting for the hairdresser

was rather sianz there
n i spotted this counter
with the brand name Sebastian
lols...
when did sebastian become so pro n had his own hairdressing products??
lols.

finally her hair is done after 1.5hour
lols...
looks good on her

afterwars we went orchard to pick up her phone
n now her cybershot cam phone s back
so we went walking around
n we ended up walking in rounds chatting away rather than shopping
HEHE!!
finished walking i left early to pick up dar from his work
while kel went to iseatan to get something before going home
had a great day out
n chatting away...
haiz...
we're glad that everything is over already...
n kel's going malaysia to shop soon
hope she finds anything suitable for me
hehe!

waited for dar for 2hours
coz he had his OT
at the bus stop
was approached by 3 ah bengs
haiz
sickening experience
told dar about it
he felt apologetic to leave me waiting there
so he hailed a cab to send me home
but haiz
at least i get to see him
but was feeling unwell
so didn't really talk much to him on the cab
but reached home was still rather happy that i get to see him...

2009-03-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday
spent my afternoon with dar
watching movies
lazing around
chatting
heex!
sometimes love can be simple n sweet
reached home at around 8
was totally drenched due to the heavy rain
haiz
luckily i didn't fall sick today
time spent together is always so short
how i hope that time would stop when i'm with dar :(

Today
still on my process for my job seeking
any lobang out there?

2009-02-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today
met up with baobei serhui!
hehe
met at ps...
walked around
went bookstore to read books n stuff...
n went for our ri ben chun jap food buffet
yummy!!
ate quite alot la
lols!!
hehe...
n chatted alot
she told me more abt her fren
tat point
i almost cried
n i too saw the tears in her eyes
i knew the pain of losing fren
till the point u can't see the person again
really hurts
somemore the part she said
she was looking through her msn list to see who's online
she saw her fre's msn
n she knew he would never appear as online again
that heartache i felt
though it wasn't my fren
but...
felt so sad for him...
but well...
he's gone another place better
where he wouldn't need to suffer in pain any longer...
it's somehow good for him...

chatted alot alot
told her many problems i faced...
well...
n chatted much of the past school life
our secondary school life
was fun
laughed till tummyache
i miss those times...
study hard n play hard
we studied well with good grades
n played hard with lots of memories that we'll still laugh upon
there's no regret in sec sch i guess?

and of coz we had our cam whoring
starts from me!

our food
of coz it's only a small tiny weeny portion!

in the toilet
our camwhoring starts...
but pic are blur
coz hand will shiver lehz!
whoo~~ i'm kissing baobei on her head??

finally a clear pic!

ewww...
our faces!

baobei's getting prettier...
think she suits long hair more
n she just did hair extension
but i think it looks nice on her
she's complaining that her frens can't recognise her
but hey baobei!

i recognise u right the first time i see u okie...
lols...

had fun n laughter today

should i add another 3 words?
fun n laughter, peace n joy!

hahas...

i wan to buy more storybooks to read!!

omg!!

k shall go over to visit auntie n borrow some books soon...

i'll be bored before my job opportunities come knocking on my door...

lols... :S

2009-02-27T02:30:00.000+08:00

today
woke up at 12.30pm
didn't sleep enough coz last night slept at 5.30am...
lols
rather sleeping very early in the morning
woke up n cleared all my poly books
putting them neatly in boxes
differentiating them year 1, year2 and year 3 books.
now finally my study room is much much neater!
muah hhahahahaha!!!

den jie jie cooked black pepper chicken patty spagetti for me!!
muah hahaha...
yumyum lo!!
finished the dish damn fast
coz was too nice le

looks nice too rite??

hahass...i better learn

den next time can go cook for myself!

coz too nice le...

hiah hiah...

but afterwards i've got headache

coz lack of sleep

so after taking medicine i went back to sleep

but only for an hour

n wakie pompom already

n dar came over to pick me up for dinner

n being as nice as usual

he brought me to eat my favourite beancurd before heading to his house for dinner

hehe

yumyum!!

his mum cooking was delicious too

hehe

loved the soup alot

den watched ponyo movie at his house

left at 12.15am

walked back home with dar

hehe...

contended with him by my side

at least even being very tired he sends me home

reached home did many things

i'm so darn tired!!!

shall go sleep soon!!

i miss my dearie cutie pie--xian xian

2009-02-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

finally after 2 weeks of preseverance
my exams are over!
hehe!
exams ended with pfpli
which was a rather...
some questions were tricky
n i got tricked
anyways can pass can le...
n these 5 papers of exam
there's people playing cheat
when teacher walks away they started getting answers from each other.
EVERY single paper i was sitting near or next to this same guy
play cheat 5 times in a row
not embarrasssed of yourself mehz?!
somemore today do pfp
sit beside him
he tried to look over at my answer script during exams
it's like pls lo
never sudy go get MC or wat den do the exam another day la...
do until like this!
was rather obvious
guess everybody around tat corner knows about it
n teachers were so damned blind!

anyways
this year
felt papa's concern for me for my exams
coz this year i really put in effort to study
i mean sleeping very late like 2am and waking up at 4.30am to study
like finally feels that he concerns abt me more than my studies
keep saying just study wat u can
can pass can le
wan to stop studying den stop
like finally i dun need to put extra stress on myself for grades
finally i can study for my own sake
n get MY own grades without the need of comparison with jie jie
YESH!

for afternoon papers i would wakie at 10am to study
n for afternoon papers jie would accompany me to school for studies
on friday while we were walking to school from AMK
passed by this whole bunch of the 'bull's tail grass'
i liked this particular type of grass
coz they can grow under any type of conditions
n even growing strong n steady
singapore seldom has this kind of grass as they normally grows at places where it was left alone, untouched...
those type of abandoned land we'll find this grass
but i saw it
n is alot alot
obviously the company grew it there

closer look...
hehe...
so nice looking!

for the morning papers
i woke up n went to AMK macs to study at 6.
n kaka would join me when it's abt 7 n we'll head for school together.
at the same time...
we'll be asking each other questions to test our understanding
so must really thank her
coz through the process of questioning n answering
i really managed to learn alot more than individual studying

after my papers
i would be so busy
like tuesday rush to TPY
n today after the last paper
i have to be at a top condition
i mean my brain
coz i had to rush for interview
while my frens went home to hibernate
sianz!
but my hibernating period will the the whole day of thursday
hehe!
reached tampines early
so went walking around to shop
like alone
n sort of liked the quietness
rather
my heart was rather quiet
went for interview
n the guy that interviewed me was SUPER handsome
i ended up staring at him to answer questions
hehe
afterwards headed home for a rest n left house at 5plus to meet dar at his workplace
after dinner n chatting
on the way home met my sec sch junior
had some chat abt our recent going-ons while dar just listened to us
lols!
DAR DAR IS A EAVESDROPPER!
lols
dar sent me home thereafter
n xian xia was at my house
terribly missed her
coz i didn't get to see her for a month already... :(
so ended up camwhoring of her...
hehe

i love my xian xian
give her alot of mmuackie!

my beloved dearie is waiting for a chance to lick my face again... LOL

cannot lick my face!!
coz today i got put on makeup
later her beautiful hair all drop
lols

her in my arms

look at home happy n comfortable she is...

lastly,

thanks papa for trying his best to keep me in top condition for my exams

n tolerating my alarm clock noises every morning

thanks jie for tolerating my bad mood during the two weeks

n trying to study with me

n worries for me thus accompanies me to go school

n tolerating my dunno how many times will ring alarm clock that couldn't wake me up

thanks dar dar for letting me vent my frustrations

being there to encourage me when i was about to give up

being there when i cried

being angry for wateva i faced

accompanying me eat me fav n expensive mos burger milk tea n clam chowder everytime

n constantly reminding me that u'll be always therre with me

n loving me.

Thanks to all these 3 parties, i love you all!!

summary of exams: all is okie can pass... but good grades?? HAIZ!

2009-02-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

Finally one more left n no more exams already!!
YES!!
tired tired...
leaving PFPLI
felt much much stress
haiz

hrm was down...
relatively do-able...
but still mistakes here n there
IFT
MANY MANY mistakes
but can pass la...
just hoping for a pass
coz this sem really not enough time for studies
once ift is over i came home for a nap
couldn't take it anymore

these few days have been constantly dreaming about cats
the same place around the same time type of dream
doing the same thing
n got theese two black and white cats following me like dunno wat
so i got so curious
so come online see wat does the dream means...
n i got to this:

To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you. The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and malicious.

To see a black cat in your dream, indicates that you are experiencing some fear in using your psychic abilities and believing in your intuition. You may erroneously associate the black cat with evil, destruction, and bad luck. If you see a white cat, then it denotes difficult times.

hmmm...
rather true
i'm experiencing lots of fear right now
also intuition based
school, home
dunno why there's this fear of something inside me...
n prob is i dun even know wat kind of fear is it n wat's the source...
haiz!

2009-02-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

2 down 3 more to go...
exams are so stressful...
i need motivation
need more time
haiz

hf was a total killer
i can do
but unsure of good grades
it WAS tough
n hardly i would admit to papa that a particular exam was tough
unless it really was enough to kill me
haiz
but can pass la
gave up on the paper halfway
was just writing wateva i can think of
n luckily a 10 mark question
was answered using one long definition
happie seh...
lolls
but afterall the paper WAS Tough

PM paper
was ok to me
can do
n just kept on writing n writing
when i finished the paper
i was like totally exhausted from vomiting everything out
so just left after ensuring that i have answered all questions
was lucky that i tikam on formulas n was correct
coz last minute i forget margin n turnover formulas...
phew...
so the paper was ok...
hehe..
hopefully the next few would be alright
HRM theory based
IFT enough to kill but better if i can UNDERSTAND
PFPLI theory based...
i need a better brain for memorizing!!
EXAMS WILL BE OVER IN 4 days
n afterwards
work already
hopefully my resumes can bring me a temporary job

2009-02-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

Current favourite song: xiao jiu wo
By: JJ and ah sa
dedicted to: all lovers out there n dar dar
(jj)我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹

(sa)幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了

(合)小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

(sa)幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了

(合)小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

2009-02-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

while reading through blogs
read from baobei's blog tat her fren was annouced brain dead
due to accident i guess
was rather shocked again
why are there so many things happening around us
from my cousin brain cell stopped developing which almost equals brain dead
after 2-3years though making recovery
haiz
however...
was rather depressed once again
n i agree with her that we really must show n let a person know tat u love them
so that there wun be a day for regret
at least when anything happens to u
u know tat the other party knows abt how u feel
haiz...
suddenly got this verge to run over to papa n hug him to tell him i love u
however
i think he'll think tat i'm crazy.
so all i did was "papa u go out must be careful ya"
dun always to clumsy
we will be worried
n his face was showing this rather happy n touched face
somehow i saw in his eyes
a minute of gentleness
papa's eyes was always so fierce n stern
hardly see that flash of gentleness
n i guess he get me
that indirectly i'm telling him i love him...
n jie jie i love u too! (just in case u read tis too)

n suddenly i felt a tinge of regret
coz i haven't told dar directly "i love u"
though he occasionally would tell me that
however sometimes its hard to tell him directly coz everytime i wanted to say i felt like
worms in my tummy, n i just somehow can't blurt any words out
n i had to laugh it off
haiz
suddenly i feel like a coward.

lastly, to my frens
i do love u too
but in another way
a friendship way of coz
though close or hi-bye frens
all mean much to me
though of coz closer frens do have more weight in my heart
especially baobei for occasionally meeting up with me n let me pour my worries.
n always helping my in my shoppping!
i do love you!! muackie!!!!